Dec 10, 2006 02:56
so lifes been alright lately, just pretty much chillin and practicing my music
lots of piano
and is really weird... apparently a lot of people like my playing, and think its really good. or else there are a lot of people lieing to me. i could really use kellan or nick to tell me how much i suck. seeing as how they specialized in that for like 2 years. but the choir teacher thinks i am specacular and all the choir kids and band kids think so to. and the choir and band teacher though i would have made All-state band for piano if i tried out :/ somehow i dont think so
not enough drums :/
like we had a drum test this week in percussion ensemble and everyone was right i REALLY sucked, i am losing my edge. and it sucks cuz its not like i can play my drums anymore cuz my family is always home and as soon as i sit on the throne i am thrown off. it sucks. but i guess on the brightside i still pulled out the best drummer score in band, pretty much with the scales to bring my score back up. i am the highest ranked drummer in band (according to rants) with 171 points. that alright i guess.
but what is really pissing me off lately, is that Jambu and the genie have had two shows in the last week and i didn't get time to go to either of them. lame
too much school stuff
christmas shopping just about done.
doesn't feel like christmas really, cuz i am not really excited about what i am getting. i am thinking more about what i am getting everyone else. lol strange thinkin for me
and this has been a fast year.... feels like it was just yesterday i got my car and i was sittin out after school talkin to kellan. and that was... 8 months ago or somethin. life goes by so much faster now then it did when we are kids. gotta feel sorry for the many people that aren't makin the most of it.
i need to find a new band. either playin drums or keys. either way
and i need to find the next time to take the SAT
....last christmas i gave you my heart
but the very next day you gave it away
so thissssssss year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special....special
^_^