Oct 19, 2003 01:05
The simple thought as electricty pulses,
is like the atomic shock that shuts down my brain,
I fail to think thoughts. I make no calls.
a stretch of words can call me sane.
taken away by mistakes I've made, but I still fell the same,
falling down the stair case, as I fail to hear the thoughts broadcast from my brain,
it gets faster, my pulse increases, I feel the beats as the blood releases, all the same blood, carrying the same pain, no decreases, my existence is its own bane.
blinding thought in the midday sun, I'm walking with my friends, but inside my head I'm alone with no one,
I face a fear that falls with an undefinable number of tears caught behind my eye, deep breathes as I try,
to force myself to face whats become real,
can there be a seal,on what we all feel,
I feel undefined,the pages are empty, the opened a book, but they somehow exempt me,
cardiac arrest, cardiac execution, pay the debt, feel the pollution, it makes you feel things you might not choose,
it makes you feel feelings that you can not use,
two sides of the mirror don't abuse the reflection, you see one side the other could be your direction.
Never regret, regret neglect, never forget, forget to select, the words that you mean, don't forget to say what you see, I can be you and you can be me in front of a mirror staring at uncertainty...
Ravage, destroy, pillage, you can't see the distant village, no smoke in the sky, all that on your mind is that cave and the treasures, you can't see the eyes of the cheif in disbelief as he returns to find his village, and the tears down his cheek have seemed to run into a river, but you simply battle down it without even a glimmer, of what you have taken, this treasure was of trust, far beyond all you could feel, you didn't see the thousands of years, that this was passed down you've broken something sacred, but as you sail away and the treasure crumbles and decays you realize what taken away was meerly a dispay, a momment of joy which you derived has deprived the whole civilization of their lives, the crown which you have taken has awakened a force far worse than any ancient curse...
I've been a bit of a downer lately I guess...>