fishes
so what the hell am i supposed to do? i have to wait one more week. next friday i have my answer... i cant deal with this!! you hurt my heart so much and i just keep going back for more. you have been the biggest part of my life since april, and now i dont know what i am supposed to think... am i just someone to hook up with, or am i someone you truely, honestly, whole-heartedly care about? did you fall in love with me? are you scared of your feelings for me? please just tell me how you really feel. i cant hurt like this anymore. i've been through so much, and i just want you to be by my side right now... just help me... be honest with me. love me. i whispered something in your ear and i got nothing in return. that makes me feel so terrible. i just want things to be like they used to. without the lies. without the hurt. without the blame. i just want you. when we will be us again?