Why...
Why do I feel strange talking to Mark about his new girlfriend? I know why, because for some reason, after all these years (just two), I still have slight feelings for him, I still remember the year I pined for him and I laugh at myself, I laugh at my naivete.. stuff like that.
whew... I just saw her picture and she isn't that much more attractive than me, physically anyway. I know that is shallow, vain.. blah but I think my real fear in all this was that she would be extremely attractive and I am human and I find extremely attractive people somewhat threatening and she is no longer as big a threat even if she is asian as well.
god, I am shallow.
whew... I just saw her picture and she isn't that much more attractive than me, physically anyway. I know that is shallow, vain.. blah but I think my real fear in all this was that she would be extremely attractive and I am human and I find extremely attractive people somewhat threatening and she is no longer as big a threat even if she is asian as well.
god, I am shallow.