warning
warning: side effects of prednisone may include depression
I have never felt as off as I do today. I'm on prednisone for that sinus infection, and it has made me severely depressed. I'm fixated on thinking about death, and I've been just totally emotionally unstable today.
I was so upset, that I drove to Elise's work to wait for her. I never do that. On the drive into meet her, I broke down and started crying while I was driving three times! I'm normally so put together. I felt so much better when I saw Elise, though. It's sad I had to go home eventually.
Elise and I watched Big Love and "The Baxter". The best part was just being around her, and it's times like this when I really appreciate that security and the unconditional love. I never have to worry about how to 'act' around her, because she is always so kind and understanding to me.
In case you can't tell, I'm still very mopey and emotional. I can't wait to be off this awful medicine. Between being bright red and depressed, I just can't wait to be Todd again.
I have never felt as off as I do today. I'm on prednisone for that sinus infection, and it has made me severely depressed. I'm fixated on thinking about death, and I've been just totally emotionally unstable today.
I was so upset, that I drove to Elise's work to wait for her. I never do that. On the drive into meet her, I broke down and started crying while I was driving three times! I'm normally so put together. I felt so much better when I saw Elise, though. It's sad I had to go home eventually.
Elise and I watched Big Love and "The Baxter". The best part was just being around her, and it's times like this when I really appreciate that security and the unconditional love. I never have to worry about how to 'act' around her, because she is always so kind and understanding to me.
In case you can't tell, I'm still very mopey and emotional. I can't wait to be off this awful medicine. Between being bright red and depressed, I just can't wait to be Todd again.