Nov 17, 2008 15:55
I'm feeling exceptionally listless. I had a hard time getting out of bed today. (the part where we stayed up until 4 watching movies on Friday and THEN I drove home probably has something to do with it). I'm in one of those "have nothing to look forward to" moods that so often happens when I haven't been sleeping right...
*sigh* Having a six month long "summer Vacation" has gotten me into some pretty bad habits...
Dammit... why does this job searching process have to be so hard for me? Why do I struggle so much with this self-determination business? I'm fighting myself every step of the way. No... that's not true.... I'm fighting just to get myself to start. I really wish my parents had actually forced me to get a summer job in previous years...
Hah, I think it's funny that people pay extra to get those big ads in the classifieds, but I always tend to ignore them because they look less like information I'm interested in an more like ads. I hate it when places list a job but don't say who they are (Okay, you're asking for movie extras, but who are you? Okay... you're looking for a system administrator... FOR WHAT? WHO ARE YOU!) Heh, and I love the ones that don't even actually tell you what the position is they're hiring for.
My NaNo novel is so not happening. I'm at, like, 3000 words and feeling completely uninspired. And I don't mean uninspired about that particular story, I am just not the least bit in a mindset to write, beyond keeping Zelda going (which is easy because there I have player characters to help drive it for me.)