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[krackhow]

Monday has not started off so well, My Grandma is doing poorly and her time on this earth is almost up. While the family has had 3 years to say goodbye, those are coming to an end. Working With the family as i do, im constantly updated as to her condition so i have had to keep my head up and remember that her time is near. My grandmother and I have been very close ever since I can remember, I wouls spend summers with her ( upuntil high school I would spend them at the cottage with her all 3 months) My mom, my sister and I used to live in the basement of my grandparents house, she helped raise me. She has tought me many things in this life, many things that have made me who i am today. She has brought laughter into my belly and love in my heart. We expect to see her go soon, and so she should so that she is not in pain. Her Cancer is throughout her body, and she is animic.(sp?) we sit here trying to figure out who and how we will get up there to see her ( she is in lindsay which is an hour and a half way) We want as much time as we can with her before she has passed. We all wonder when the day will come, when the last time we say good bye, we love you is actually the last time. I know in my heart after her body is gone, her soul and spirit will be with us. she will watch over all of us until she is ready to move on. She is a strong woman and a great one at that.
we will miss you poppa
love you lots.