cockyness
I used to get really pissed off at some one, because of their cockyness. yes they had a certain something to them that did piss me off and will continue to do so, but I think I have learned what a lot of that is. Its because he came into who he wanted, he wasnt so much as cocky as he was confident, but the way it comes across is cocky. I have become to like myself a lot more since transitioning and am a lot happier with myself and to some people that may seem like im being cocky, when its just confidence. although I dont look down on people and think that Im the best at one thing. I just like the way I look now, the way Im going to look, the way I sound. Im a happy guy, but because of me knowing this, I can now let that guy go. and I wonder now why i let him piss me off so much. but he its just confidence and who am i to say why he acted that way in the first place.
other things, Im great, Kelli and I are better than ever. I have nothing to big complain about I have a few things but they arent anything that is worth getting to upset about. I miss some members of my family, and others shock me. I miss Jen, Jess and Hilary a hell of a lot. We had a great time when they came down.
I got about 5 pounds of Pennis today from some one at school I know its nerdy but I cant wait to get home and roll them. I will be that much closer to my goal. I think this week I get to book my appointment for top surgery. next week by the latest.
okay this boy needs to catch his train.