Sep 23, 2009 12:03
I haven't been out of bed for two days. I'm not proud.
Had a nice job, amazing girlfriend, all that. It was coming together- book collaborations, dinner parties, all that.
Then, within 72 hours, I lost it all. I don't know. I spent the next three days knocked out of my head on Xanax (thanks, doc!) and now its just a steady diet of rice and water. Mood stabilizers, sedatives, the usual "chris loses it" mix. I'm still there.
My Mac and DSL modem both broke.that's where I've been.
Jeez, I was going to be happy for this post. But its all a tad depressing. It all works out, though.
Best,
Chris
Ps. I don't know if it was for me. No future, born to lose!