Aug 31, 2005 12:45
sometimes i get really jumpy and nervous for no reason at all, i should stop doing that.
maybe i need to make the acids stop bubbling about in the bottle and let them out.
sometimes i just need a hug!
auditions tonight, so scary... i will cry alot if i fuck it up...
i hate spanish, i can't believe it will be in my life for another year. actually, i like understanding spanish i'm just so tired of workbooks, especially ones that i have to pay a hundred dollars for. my books will have hit a total of five hundred and fifty dollars by the end of this week. that's like, a quarter of the money i made this summer, and half of that has gone towards buying the stanza. money sucks. i am scared of the goverment taking my livelihood away when i grow up.
but now i am just ranting, and i have to go to class. again, the nervous thing is clicking in and my fingers are shaking. what's with that? i'm not on drugs.