worst day in a while...
wow. today seriously sucked so much. the past couple weeks have been going really well, i've been happy and cheerful and all that stuff...i guess i just haven't been thinking about things. but wow, today was just horrible, school was soo bad...and so i come home thinking that it'll get better, but it just got worse. so the day started off fine, actually good. i get to chem 1st period and bradley doesnt show up. so the whole class sat and waited for 15 mins but no one came so we left...people were saying that we were allowed to. so i went to the cafeteria with dara and like a bunch of other people from our class. so we were there the whole time...then like 5 mins before the bell rings bradley walks into the cafeteria and she was like crying and she's like come up to class. so we go up there and shes just like crying and stuff it was really weird idk wtf was going on. but she wrote our names down...we better not get in trouble i'll be PISSED. so anyways...then was history i had a test w/e idk how i did. then was foods which sucked majorly b/c we had to do this menu shit and no one was doing what we were supposed to and we fucked a lot of it up. whatever. then lunch. then math, we didnt have any work and had a sub so me and deanna practiced for our spanish thing. wow, then spanish. our skit was HORRIBLE and then it was just really bad b/c the kid didnt bring the forks and we were just really un-prepared and i know i got a bad grade on that. so i was really really angry. and then english which was boring like always. OH and btw speaking of english...she gave me a B+ on my report card and i was wondering how i got a B+ so i looked at my grades...and GO FIGURE! she fucked up my grade, and so i went to her and she's like "oh, you were supposed to get an A." and she didnt even fucking apologize. so she better fucking fix that. anyways. so i get home, and we're discussing where to go for dinner for pj's bday. and rudy's is suggested and i'm like whats the point of even going out if we're going to rudys? so my moms like how about delmonicos and vins like EW NOT DELMONICOS! like the little bitch that he is. so then hes like krysta always gets her way...and i'm like wow you're the one who's like not delmonicos! and gets your way. so w/e, i ended up staying home and they all went out without me. who gives a fuck, they probably had a better time without me since i'm such a "selfish snobby bitch" w/e. i know i'm a bitch but i really don't give a shit. life seriously sucks so much...everything can seem fine, but then reality hits you and you're like wow! everything really DOES suck. i was just trying to cover it up with fake shit about being happy.
fuck that.
fuck that.