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Sep 08, 2005 19:44

Dorm food again.
Weird to be eating it.
It's kinda crap.
sorry, residential suite food.

speaking of residential suites... my room feels lived in already. That means I've already made it a mess. Our living room is a couch with a coffee table... we have no tv. I love my roommates. Sorry, my suitemates... they're picky about that. not my roommates, the housing people.

and I had this funny exchange w/ Andy today -
KB: ok, my break is far over.
Beo: break?
Beo: You in class?
KB: I must return to the fantastic land of studying for torts. And no, when one gets to this level of the higher education scheme, one refers to 'studying' as work, and 'not studying' during the daytime as taking a break. We also don't have homework, just work.
The reasons are: #1 homework sounds like what fifthgraders do, not 24 yr. olds. and anyway, most of us don't have homes, but crappy dorm rooms, crappy apartments and the like. We don't own homes, and don't like to think of our parents' home as the place where we necessarily belong. So thus, it is just work.
#2 We might own homes and things, if we had jobs. We do not have jobs. sometimes, we are bitter about this. so we call studying work in an attempt to make ourselves feel more accomplished.
KB: anyway, that's the best i can figure it.
Beo: HAHAHA. That is the best rant ever. LJ worthy

Anyway. And also, reflecting on this past year... I feel like I lost it. Like now, I am coming out of this funk, and feeling better. I no longer have to sleep 12 hours a day. And I feel better. In some way, it makes me feel bad. I feel bad when I think about the fact that I kinda lost at least a good 6 months. I also feel like I 'd like to go back and explain things to people...
But you can't, can you? And I would just be wasting more time being mopey now. so, to break the cycle I've just decided to feel good, be happy about it, and screw whatever didn't work out before. I have no reason to be unhappy, so damn it, I'm gonna be happy.

Except when I'm in Civil Procedure. I reserve the right to be moody, mopey and bitchy while in civ pro.
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