2 weeks
2 weeks till I turn the big bad 21. I was looking forward to it but not as much today. Im sick of being alone and Im sick of being single. Really didnt want to spend another birthday this way. I guess I just get my hopes up to high... just kinda wanna not have hopes anymore. then theres nothing to tear down. I dunno Im not really saying much here I guess. So come to my birthday party so Im not all depressed