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I had my phone interview with Progressive for a part time position from 6:30pm-11:30pm. The phone interview went well so I have a face to face interview tomorrow at 10am. I really hope I get this job.
I'm so ready to go back to work, it's not even the fact that we have NO MONEY, I'm just sick of being stuck in this house. I need some adult interaction! I hope I get this job. I need it for my sanity!
My friend Damion is in town and I will see him this time. James has no reason to not to trust me. He and I are just friends. I hate to be sneeky about things but I will have my mema watch the baby and go see him while James is working. I haven't seen him in over 3 years. We've talked but I haven't seen him.
I feel like James is spying on my computer, it may sound crazy but we have wireless and he's been talking with his friend at work to connect to his computer at home for some file but we are both on the same wireless card so I don't know. I don't have anything to hide but this is my journal that I share my feelings about everything in and I don't want him to see it, it's none of his business. He is a computer geek and I know something is going on. I guess I have to be careful on my own fucking computer, how stupid!
I still can not believe Christmas is this weekend! I need to get to wrapping my gifts. I'm dreading going to his parent's house. I really don't his Dad. He's a prick! I'm going to try to make the best of it b/c of the holidays.
The days have been harder leading up to Christmas. I was supposed to have 3 babies to celebrate with, not just one. I have been crying a lot these past few days. I can't seem to get it out of my head. I miss them so much. God, I hope they know how special they are to me. I know they are in a better place but the human in my wants them here with me. I pray to God everynight and tell him to tell Jhace and Jada I love them & miss them.
I'm so ready to go back to work, it's not even the fact that we have NO MONEY, I'm just sick of being stuck in this house. I need some adult interaction! I hope I get this job. I need it for my sanity!
My friend Damion is in town and I will see him this time. James has no reason to not to trust me. He and I are just friends. I hate to be sneeky about things but I will have my mema watch the baby and go see him while James is working. I haven't seen him in over 3 years. We've talked but I haven't seen him.
I feel like James is spying on my computer, it may sound crazy but we have wireless and he's been talking with his friend at work to connect to his computer at home for some file but we are both on the same wireless card so I don't know. I don't have anything to hide but this is my journal that I share my feelings about everything in and I don't want him to see it, it's none of his business. He is a computer geek and I know something is going on. I guess I have to be careful on my own fucking computer, how stupid!
I still can not believe Christmas is this weekend! I need to get to wrapping my gifts. I'm dreading going to his parent's house. I really don't his Dad. He's a prick! I'm going to try to make the best of it b/c of the holidays.
The days have been harder leading up to Christmas. I was supposed to have 3 babies to celebrate with, not just one. I have been crying a lot these past few days. I can't seem to get it out of my head. I miss them so much. God, I hope they know how special they are to me. I know they are in a better place but the human in my wants them here with me. I pray to God everynight and tell him to tell Jhace and Jada I love them & miss them.