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I'm a little annoyed right now. James said his Dad can not loan us the money to help with the credit card bills which really sucks! James was going to file bankruptcy but he can't get on at the police dept if he does that so we are stuck with no money and a shit load of his bills. I'm trying to find a part time job but that's not easy. I can only work at night b/c Jackson is still too little for daycare. I'm so tired of being broke. I'm getting so depressed sitting in this house b/c I don't want to waste gas money going anywhere. I'm sick of my parents and his parents helping us out, I'm embarrased- I have too much pride. It's Christmas and I can't buy gifts for my family. This is the first year that has ever happened! I feel like running away sometimes. This is a lot harder then I expected. I'm so over my life right now. I'm never happy anymore. I just take care of Jackson and that's it. NOTHING else!
Yeah- I also have a yeast infection and have no money to buy the medicine for it. I love my life..
Yeah- I also have a yeast infection and have no money to buy the medicine for it. I love my life..