말도 없이 (without words) Chapter 3
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“Eunhyukkie, who is that?” Junsu pointed at the shocked Yoochun.
“Junsu, don’t you remember him?” Donghae asked worryingly as Eunhyuk went to sit by Junsu’s bedside.
“Junsu?” Eunhyuk’s eyes were filled with tears.
“Hyukkie, am I forgetting anything?” Junsu held Eunhyuk by the hand and slowly wiped the tears that was streaming down his best friend’s face.
“I will go get the doctor.” Yoochun’s voice traced out of the room.
As Yoochun made sure he was no longer visible from the room, he collapsed on to the cold hard floor. After days of tears, more tears choked out. Yoochun couldn’t stop himself from sobbing his heart out.
The first time in his life he has cried for someone, it has to be for a person who completely forgot about his existence.
***
“Doctor, is he going to be alright.” Yunho asked
Yunho and Jaejoong were called in upon the news of Junsu’s current condition.
Doctor Lee checked Junsu’s reflection, senses and other important functions.
“He seems to be fine.” Doctor Lee said. “Hard to say really thought. Junsu shii seemed to have gotten quite a big shock before the coma. I think his brain has adapted to seal off certain memories to make him feel better.”
The doctor didn’t say anything wrong in the sense that he doesn’t know anything about the currently situation, but Yoochun couldn’t stop feeling someone verbally just slapped him in the face.
“Will the memories ever return?” Yoochun interrupted the doctor.
He can’t stand the feeling of never having Junsu remembering the good times they had. He has to make up everything to him. No matter what.
“Some patients’ memories return in a few days, or at least soon, but I have seen cases…” Doctor Lee looked at Yoochun with an apologetic look. “Some patients never regain their memories. But Junsu seem to be a very healthy person, he will be fine.”
Yoochun felt there was a sense of uncertainly in the doctor’s voice.
Why did he have to joke around about Junsu?
Why didn’t he follow Junsu?
Why was he such a failure at protecting his loved ones?
***
For the next few days, everyone came in to keep Junsu company.
Even Kangin came in.
But Junsu can’t remember anything; he doesn’t even remember that he was the one who Yoochun was talking to. Junsu looked at Kangin as if nothing ever happened. He felt bad after the incident, especial he is the one who forced Yoochun to make the joke. Even for a big tough guy like him, he couldn’t hold back the tears.
Yoochun came in everyday, hoping that Junsu has regained just a tiny fragment of his memories, about the love they shared. Every day he leaves in disappointment.
Everyday, everyone tired every way possible to help out Yoochun. They all knew it wasn’t entirely his fault. Junsu was stubborn at times like that. But most importantly, everyone are worried about Junsu.
They tired almost everything. (There was the electric shock that drove Yoochun, Junsu and Jaejoong insane).
Eunhyuk tried to change Junsu’s confession to Yoochun to his confession to Donghae and see if they would work.
Jaejoong said he had troubles with Yunho (when obviously they don’t) and see if Junsu responded to that.
Ryeowook and Hangeng tried to use food.
Yunho and Yoochun brought in gifts that were from Yoochun to Junsu.
None of the above worked.
Instead Junsu thought his friends has become weirder by the day, and thought some time they deserve to be in the hospital bed rather than him.
***
“Hyukkie ah.” Junsu said one day. “Who is the one who is standing at the door every day?” He pointed at the heartbroken Yoochun.
Eunhyuk tried to pretend nothing ever happened. “That’s Yoochun. He is erm…new.”
“Oh” Junsu answered. “I feel awkward, I don’t know him and he comes everyday to visit me.” Junsu smiled at his best friend.
“Ya, what a shame” Eunhyuk looked at his buddy with watery eyes.
“Hyuk let’s get everyone some lunch.” Donghae came beside his boyfriend.
Donghae knew that his boyfriend is about to break down again, it has been days, he has learnt to adapt. He picked up Eunhyuk and walked to the canteen.
Everyone was getting lunch; it was only Junsu and Yoochun in the room.
“How come you’re not going to get lunch?” Junsu finally spoke to Yoochun for the first time after his coma.
Yoochun looked at Junsu in shock. “You mean me?” He pointed at himself.
“Do you see anyone else in this room?” Junsu grinned.
“Oh, I’m not hungry.” Yoochun lied.
*I just want to spend time with you!* Yoochun screamed mentally.
Yoochun walked towards Junsu’s bed side.
“Yoochun shi?” Junsu asked.
“Yes.” Yoochun jumped at the sound of his own name.
*Does he remember me now?* Yoochun thought with a glimpse of hope.
“Hi, let me properly introduce myself. I’m Kim Junsu.” Junsu extended out his hand.
“Park Yoochun.” Yoochun took his lover’s hand.
Junsu happily shook his hand without knowing how Yoochun felt.
Yoochun felt pain as Junsu took his hand with a cold unfamiliar aura.
“So Yoochun shii, when is your birthday?” Junsu asked.
*He doesn’t remember anything?* Yoochun pain deepened
“4th of June 1986” Yoochun replied.
“Oh, Hyung nim!” Junsu smiled.
“No need for the formality” Yoochun forced out a smile. “We’re all friends.”
Junsu just looked at him and smiled.
“So Yoochun do you have a girlfriend?” Junsu asked.
“ermmmm” That question caught Yoochun off guard. “No, I don’t.”
“Junsu! You’re mine boyfriend!* Yoochun wanted to say, but he couldn’t.
“Oh, what a shame.” Junsu grinned. “I would date you if I was a girl….”
“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH” The moment he finished that sentence Junsu let out a loud scream.
‘Junsu” Yoochun hovered worrly over his boyfriend.
“My brain…about to split…AHHHHHHHHHH” Junsu screamed.
Pain shoot up Junsu.
It was unbearable, it was agonizing, it was insufferable.
Pain slowly took over Junsu’s body and was out cold again.
“JUNSU! KIM JUNSU!” Yoochun shook Junsu’s cold body.
“YA, DOCTOR LEE” Yoochun screamed.
“What’s wrong?” Eunhyuk and everyone ran in.
“Junsu us unconscious again.” Yoochun collapsed on to the floor.
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bbbwwwwhahaha....ME IS BACK!
i feel for Yoosu couple...at least they are still together in real life <3
JYJ is coming to Singapore!!! but the event planner is being a bitch and the tickets are so damn expensive...CAN NOT AFFORD LAH!!! >.< i wanna see Jaejoong!!
but at least im almost done with the DBSK limited set box puzzle...i will show a pic of it when im actually finished with it ^^
who at wait for JYJ's album?? I know i can't!!! Damn Waner Bros, they have to push the release date back *sigh*
since i cant go to the concert...i will try to preorder the limited edition CD *still almost $100...T.T*
p.s I HAVE TWITTER...i feel so lonely on there, since no one follows me T.T, but the tweets from other ppl are fun to read *keke*
pps: pls comment...it keeps me motivated ^^
“Eunhyukkie, who is that?” Junsu pointed at the shocked Yoochun.
“Junsu, don’t you remember him?” Donghae asked worryingly as Eunhyuk went to sit by Junsu’s bedside.
“Junsu?” Eunhyuk’s eyes were filled with tears.
“Hyukkie, am I forgetting anything?” Junsu held Eunhyuk by the hand and slowly wiped the tears that was streaming down his best friend’s face.
“I will go get the doctor.” Yoochun’s voice traced out of the room.
As Yoochun made sure he was no longer visible from the room, he collapsed on to the cold hard floor. After days of tears, more tears choked out. Yoochun couldn’t stop himself from sobbing his heart out.
The first time in his life he has cried for someone, it has to be for a person who completely forgot about his existence.
***
“Doctor, is he going to be alright.” Yunho asked
Yunho and Jaejoong were called in upon the news of Junsu’s current condition.
Doctor Lee checked Junsu’s reflection, senses and other important functions.
“He seems to be fine.” Doctor Lee said. “Hard to say really thought. Junsu shii seemed to have gotten quite a big shock before the coma. I think his brain has adapted to seal off certain memories to make him feel better.”
The doctor didn’t say anything wrong in the sense that he doesn’t know anything about the currently situation, but Yoochun couldn’t stop feeling someone verbally just slapped him in the face.
“Will the memories ever return?” Yoochun interrupted the doctor.
He can’t stand the feeling of never having Junsu remembering the good times they had. He has to make up everything to him. No matter what.
“Some patients’ memories return in a few days, or at least soon, but I have seen cases…” Doctor Lee looked at Yoochun with an apologetic look. “Some patients never regain their memories. But Junsu seem to be a very healthy person, he will be fine.”
Yoochun felt there was a sense of uncertainly in the doctor’s voice.
Why did he have to joke around about Junsu?
Why didn’t he follow Junsu?
Why was he such a failure at protecting his loved ones?
***
For the next few days, everyone came in to keep Junsu company.
Even Kangin came in.
But Junsu can’t remember anything; he doesn’t even remember that he was the one who Yoochun was talking to. Junsu looked at Kangin as if nothing ever happened. He felt bad after the incident, especial he is the one who forced Yoochun to make the joke. Even for a big tough guy like him, he couldn’t hold back the tears.
Yoochun came in everyday, hoping that Junsu has regained just a tiny fragment of his memories, about the love they shared. Every day he leaves in disappointment.
Everyday, everyone tired every way possible to help out Yoochun. They all knew it wasn’t entirely his fault. Junsu was stubborn at times like that. But most importantly, everyone are worried about Junsu.
They tired almost everything. (There was the electric shock that drove Yoochun, Junsu and Jaejoong insane).
Eunhyuk tried to change Junsu’s confession to Yoochun to his confession to Donghae and see if they would work.
Jaejoong said he had troubles with Yunho (when obviously they don’t) and see if Junsu responded to that.
Ryeowook and Hangeng tried to use food.
Yunho and Yoochun brought in gifts that were from Yoochun to Junsu.
None of the above worked.
Instead Junsu thought his friends has become weirder by the day, and thought some time they deserve to be in the hospital bed rather than him.
***
“Hyukkie ah.” Junsu said one day. “Who is the one who is standing at the door every day?” He pointed at the heartbroken Yoochun.
Eunhyuk tried to pretend nothing ever happened. “That’s Yoochun. He is erm…new.”
“Oh” Junsu answered. “I feel awkward, I don’t know him and he comes everyday to visit me.” Junsu smiled at his best friend.
“Ya, what a shame” Eunhyuk looked at his buddy with watery eyes.
“Hyuk let’s get everyone some lunch.” Donghae came beside his boyfriend.
Donghae knew that his boyfriend is about to break down again, it has been days, he has learnt to adapt. He picked up Eunhyuk and walked to the canteen.
Everyone was getting lunch; it was only Junsu and Yoochun in the room.
“How come you’re not going to get lunch?” Junsu finally spoke to Yoochun for the first time after his coma.
Yoochun looked at Junsu in shock. “You mean me?” He pointed at himself.
“Do you see anyone else in this room?” Junsu grinned.
“Oh, I’m not hungry.” Yoochun lied.
*I just want to spend time with you!* Yoochun screamed mentally.
Yoochun walked towards Junsu’s bed side.
“Yoochun shi?” Junsu asked.
“Yes.” Yoochun jumped at the sound of his own name.
*Does he remember me now?* Yoochun thought with a glimpse of hope.
“Hi, let me properly introduce myself. I’m Kim Junsu.” Junsu extended out his hand.
“Park Yoochun.” Yoochun took his lover’s hand.
Junsu happily shook his hand without knowing how Yoochun felt.
Yoochun felt pain as Junsu took his hand with a cold unfamiliar aura.
“So Yoochun shii, when is your birthday?” Junsu asked.
*He doesn’t remember anything?* Yoochun pain deepened
“4th of June 1986” Yoochun replied.
“Oh, Hyung nim!” Junsu smiled.
“No need for the formality” Yoochun forced out a smile. “We’re all friends.”
Junsu just looked at him and smiled.
“So Yoochun do you have a girlfriend?” Junsu asked.
“ermmmm” That question caught Yoochun off guard. “No, I don’t.”
“Junsu! You’re mine boyfriend!* Yoochun wanted to say, but he couldn’t.
“Oh, what a shame.” Junsu grinned. “I would date you if I was a girl….”
“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH” The moment he finished that sentence Junsu let out a loud scream.
‘Junsu” Yoochun hovered worrly over his boyfriend.
“My brain…about to split…AHHHHHHHHHH” Junsu screamed.
Pain shoot up Junsu.
It was unbearable, it was agonizing, it was insufferable.
Pain slowly took over Junsu’s body and was out cold again.
“JUNSU! KIM JUNSU!” Yoochun shook Junsu’s cold body.
“YA, DOCTOR LEE” Yoochun screamed.
“What’s wrong?” Eunhyuk and everyone ran in.
“Junsu us unconscious again.” Yoochun collapsed on to the floor.
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bbbwwwwhahaha....ME IS BACK!
i feel for Yoosu couple...at least they are still together in real life <3
JYJ is coming to Singapore!!! but the event planner is being a bitch and the tickets are so damn expensive...CAN NOT AFFORD LAH!!! >.< i wanna see Jaejoong!!
but at least im almost done with the DBSK limited set box puzzle...i will show a pic of it when im actually finished with it ^^
who at wait for JYJ's album?? I know i can't!!! Damn Waner Bros, they have to push the release date back *sigh*
since i cant go to the concert...i will try to preorder the limited edition CD *still almost $100...T.T*
p.s I HAVE TWITTER...i feel so lonely on there, since no one follows me T.T, but the tweets from other ppl are fun to read *keke*
pps: pls comment...it keeps me motivated ^^