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They break for air and Jinki immediately turns his head. The girls are gone and Jinki thinks mission accomplished. He's about to congratulate Jonghyun on such a convincing performance and thank him for his help, but the look on Jonghyun's face arrests him. The words tumble in a heap from Jinki's well-kissed mouth as he tries to puzzle together the expression on Jonghyun's face.
He's staring at Jinki like he's been betrayed, mouth ajar and and eyes dark, clouded with the emotions that had so perplexed Jinki when he'd asked him to do this. Jonghyun closes his eyes for a long time and they're watery when they open. Alarmed, Jinki places an hand on Jonghyun's arm. Jonghyun recoils from the touch and Jinki can't help the stab of hurt he feels amidst the concern.
"Are you -"
"I - I can't," Jonghyun murmurs, voice quiet and unsteady. Jinki just wants to know what's wrong.
Jonghyun gives Jinki one last look before rushing to leave; it's long and lingering, one that he wants Jinki to understand, but doesn't expect him to. Knows he won't. The absolute certainty he felt while their lips touched disappears completely, out of reach even from Jinki's grasping hands. Jinki feels like he's failed Jonghyun somehow. I don't know anything.
He's left alone on the couch, touching his lips where Jonghyun had kissed him, wondering where had gone wrong.
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ooh this line is excellent. :)
b-but. sad? sad ending? ;___________; noooooo. that is the sound of my heart fragmenting into pieces.
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it is my life force.
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