亲爱的,那不是爱情
No matter how I wait I can't go next to you, crying
You only gave me pain and you didn't know me.. Are you telling me to leave?
I miss you, I miss you
To the point where I hate myself..
and everyone's calling me a fool.. i am a fool.. a big fool indeed...
for still holding on to whatever hope i thought exists, when there's no such hope...
I want to cry..I want to kneel down
And if only everything didn't happen..
The memories where I loved you crazily..
Those memories haunt me
But i cant hide from this love any longer.
The short times I could not even remember
because the beginning of all the hurt
Now you can no longer stay
And behind your faded image, the sadness haunts me again
I could not admit the long time and our broken promise Only if we could
Although I try to be patient
Although I try to erase the past
I can not stop, but to have only thoughts of you
I can not erase you
The tears and hurt that do not dry
Have become hard for me to bear
I guess nothing else can be done except for this
The path that leads to you
I think I can touch it if I hold out my hands
That is why I came this far,
holding onto a childish expectation
As the 'love' grew deeper,
I was in more pain
Each day, several times,
I shed tears without you knowing
Many many nights..
Where are you
This path has become smeared with tears
My heart that cannot be told
Why is love avoiding me?
Why isn't it coming to me?
I wanted and wanted it so much..
So bad..a person a like you..
Why did you take my heart without my permission?
I'm living with so much difficulty
But you don't even know.
I know.. that its not me you want
That i'm not worthy enough for even a blink of your eye, a minute of your time
But sometimes cant you share your smile with me too?
Even if its not love
Please turn back just once sometime
If I wait endlessly like this today
Again it's the one word in my heart that I cant keep inside
I love you.
Yesterday, I laid my head on my desk
And I think I fell asleep grieving for you
When I opened my eyes, the tears had smudged
Your name and hopeless doodles
I won't cry, I won't say a thing as you leave me
I know that I can survive as I knew this break up was coming
Forget about it all, how much my heart wants to call you name
Suddenly the sadness hits me and I shudder
And so time passes without any explanation
I can't have you any more, anymore
You've taken a place in my memories
I'm left with a cruel scar of love, of foolishness
I feel like I can't live another day
And sometimes tears fall...
But hey, I'll live
Maybe you'll hate me for that
But I miss you so much that I can't wait a moment longer
do you understand me?
I try to forget all about you
(did you really love me?)
To: someone who I once loved, and still do even till this moment, as i was typing these.
But fret not, I'd be able to let go of you.. someday, somehow. I'd always remember what you said to me "never love a person who doesn't love you back". Thanks for the lesson... Thanks for letting me feel that sense of security, even if only for a short while, though most of the time we're quarreling or having arguments (though you won't admit it). Thanks for wiping away my tears, but now I want to hate you, I am getting really tired of shedding any more tears for you.. All I could say now is, you're a great, great pretender. You'd make a very good actor, I should say.. everything's flawless.. and i hate myself for falling into this, for falling for you... cos you never really did care.... you got so agitated and defensive just cos i mentioned her name... what do you take me for all these time, then? another bundle to cuddle with? another temp lover? can it be even called love? if you said yes, then you don't seem to know the meaning of love at all... you said it feels so right when we're together.. then you told me it'd never be "us", that you'd be better off alone than "receiving my care"... maybe it was never us even since the beginning... funny thing is, we have never even had our picture taken together before.... did you realize that? maybe i'm just not worthy for you... but now all these don't matter anymore, i guess... no matter what i do, you're still gone. you still left me all alone again. you claimed you're always there, but where's the truth?
In a moment I might feel like borrowing
your sagging shoulders.
This is as far as I think I can go.
Go back to the beginning when we were strangers.
I hope that if we meet again, it won't be awkward
because of the short confusing time we were together.
Could you think of my feelings for just a little bit?
Truly wish you all the best.. i wish i could hate you... but no... really hope you'd find your happiness... that you can't find in me. Thanks for the lovely September.. i'd never forget it for the rest of my life. But September has long ended, and i need to wake up and be my old self again. I'm doing well before you come into my life, now I'd be fine too...
"你說過牽了手就算約定
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像來不及許願的流星
再怎麼美麗也只能是曾經
太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明"
If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you
If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you
I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
[Separated - Usher]