can't be moved
i feel like blogging, not sure where to start or what i wanna say, but i'll type as i go. i guess today's topic of discussion is jealousy. it seems like all day today i was feeling the evil stab of jealousy every minute. it's like he goes out of his way to avoid me sometimes and it hurts, i can't even lie. sometimes i wish i could avoid seeing him altogether, even though it's not always 'out of sight, out of mind'. still, it hurts to see him... but the idea that he avoids me hurts. maybe i'm making ridiculous assumptions, but it's just a rant. i don't remember ever wanting somebody this much and i don't remember how i ever got over other boys before. i wish i could remember because this ache in my heart is getting old and i wanna move on with my life. time heals all wounds, right?