OMG!! I wanna kill myself T__T I forgot this!!!!!!
2006.06.13 the last time I met Keichan at his ramen shop!!!!!!
Oh~ kill me!!! kill me!!!! T____________T
Yeah~ that day I went to his shop because I thought I would can't go there again for a long time... I had to go back to my country next week, so sad thou~ I can remember that day when I was on the train to his shop, I saw the guy at Yoyogi-Uehara Station wearing pink shirt and you know he was really similar to my Keichan!! I just shocked with my friend on the train but I told myself and my friend in the same time 'NO , HE WAS NOT MY KEICHAN! Keichan would not wear the pink shirt' (LOLLL~)
Until I arrived his shop, his mom was kind like always when I went there. She smiled to me a lot and she said "oh~ your order is Miso Ramen add tomago ne?" OMG!! she could remember my fav menu ... Love you Keichan's mom <333333 (笑) while waiting for our dinner , my friend and I just talked about that guy who I saw him at Eki. I still told her that he wasn't my Keichan and I started writing my diary hahaha~ baka me to do that at the shop but can't help , I didn't want to miss every minute there. Every time I arrived my dorm after visited his shop , I always forgot writing it at that time and I was afraid , I would forget something esp. the last time (that I thought I would go) and I said to my friend "I am afraid that Keichan will come here and make me shock but if it's our miracle if the miracle is true, please come ... Keichan" But nothing happened until I had only 1 piece of Gyoza and tamago in my bowl. While I was eating the last gyoza (lol) there was a guy put something on the counter (oh~ forgot to tell you that I sat at the counter not the table in this time) I thought with myself 'stupid guy put his bag on the counter hard, impolite to me who was eating!!!' then I changed my face to him and you know I WAS SHOCKING!!!! OMG!!! I JUST BLAMED MY KEICHAN!!!!!! OMG!! HE WAS NOT STUPID GUY!!! SLAPPED MY BAD MOUTH BLAMING THIS GUY!!! KILLING MYSELF BLAMING MYSELF SAID SOME THING BAD TO HIM (lol~) and you know after I saw it's HIM! I couldn't be like me as normal T__T my hands shook all the time and I couldn't eat tamago because of my shaking hands T__T (blamed all to Keichan again) Keichan just only 1 arm far from me T__T He sat there and read newspaper. He talked with the girl (seem like someone's gf there) and then he walked into the kitchen talking with his mom and you know 'HE WAS LIKE AN ANGEL' ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ "KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE THIS , KEIICHIRO KOYAMA!!!" my exactly thought at that time. Then I told my friend 'this we was eating ramen in the paradise?? Keichan looked like an angel there, he was so kirakira' >//////////////< and then Keichan came back to his seat and some girls in the shop went to him and asked him to sign for them BUT! I still fear to do that. My friend push my back many times to tell me to go but I still didn't move until Keichan went out O_O!!!! OH~ NOOOO~ please come back my boyyyyyyyyy~~~ I still needed your signature >.< but lucky his bag still there, well~ he would come back soon ... yokatta~ ^O^
And yeah~ 5 - 10 min (I am not sure) Keichan came back and continued reading the newspaper. At that time his mom stared to me like she tried to tell me go to him and I felt I got encouragement from her (and also my friend) , I started moving myself, I felt everyone stared to me and him. I borrowed the pen from the girl who sat behind Keichan (because I had only pencil at that time and I remembered my teacher said if you used pencil to write something , it would disappear someday and I didn't want my Keichan's sign disappear so I had to borrow her XDDD)
I called him 'Keichan'
(then he moved his face to me.)
「サインを書いてください」
(said and gave him a pen and book, my hands couldn't been controlled it's shaking all the time ... embarrassed >//////<)
THEN!!! KEICHAN LAUGHED!!!!!!! ... orz to myself T___T he laughed me T___T
but finally he signed his signature to me , THANKS GOD (T/\T) you just made my day.
We still sat in his shop until Keichan went back home... I ran out and looked at him until I couldn't see him anymore (I am not a stalker so I didn't follow him xD)
I went back into the shop and said 'thank you to Keichan's mom that she always gave many good moments between me and Keichan and went back to my dorm. But you know the next week I still went back there and his mom asked me , you would go back to Thailand tomorrow ne? then I cried hard with her and she hugged me T____________T
Good memory forever~
Thanks Keichan and his mom ♥
PS. forgot telling you ON THAT DAY , KEICHAN WORE THE PINK SHIRT XDDDDDDD but the guy at the eki was not him :D