Can I ever really "win"?...
Step-Dickhead and I havent spoken since last night. When his vagina is bleeding, he gives me the silent treatment. Gawd, he is such a woman sometimes. Here are some things he seems to be pizzed about:
-My car had a fluid leak. (not my fault)
-I asked to borrow his truck to go buy parts. (i thought i would need it in order to get the car fixed)
-When he said I could take the truck the next morning about an hour or 2 later, I told him not too worry. I will drive it and risk blowing a head gasket as to not put him out. (i had enough of his vaginal discharge)
-He is still sick and coughing. (not my fault)
-Mom made him sleep on the couch due to said cough. (try cough syrup, douchebag)
-I finally got around to eating at about 9:00pm, and he was trying to sleep. Guess I made too much noise. (a nigga's got to eat)
-Going back and forth from my room to the garage to smoke...twice. The last time being 10:00pm. (this was a drastic cutback to my normal smoke routine)
-TV was up too loud since he was just in the next room. Normal volume that it is always on, but since he was closer, it was "entirely too loud". This coming from the man who is nearly deaf. I jump every time I turn a tv on that he has been watching b/c the volume is up so loud.
This coupled with my boss giving me shit b/c of my car this morning has led me to wonder, is it me? I know that sounds dumby, but really. Am I a big let down to everyone? I dont think that I am. Why do they feel the need to flex any semblance of power they might have at the moment I falter? I wonder if it feels good to kick someone while they are down. Hell, all I tried to say to my boss was "Thanks for bearing with me, man. The car will be fixed later today". Immediately after that I wrote over $2G's on the board. All he knew was that he could have his little meeting with us this morning. Actually, we could have had it yesterday if it werent for his outburst for god knows what.
Well the update on the car is as follows: It was indeed covered under warranty and I dropped it off this morning. It should be ready later today at no cost to me. I suppose you gotta take the good with the bad, eh? Roll with the punches. Fuck this. All I want right now is some beer and a comfy couch, far away from the people that stress me out the most. I think to avoid the stepfaget, I might see about going to have dinner with someone tonight. Perhaps my Aunt or my real Dad, eventhough he annoys the hell out of me as well. lol.
Well, I better get back to work. L8.
-My car had a fluid leak. (not my fault)
-I asked to borrow his truck to go buy parts. (i thought i would need it in order to get the car fixed)
-When he said I could take the truck the next morning about an hour or 2 later, I told him not too worry. I will drive it and risk blowing a head gasket as to not put him out. (i had enough of his vaginal discharge)
-He is still sick and coughing. (not my fault)
-Mom made him sleep on the couch due to said cough. (try cough syrup, douchebag)
-I finally got around to eating at about 9:00pm, and he was trying to sleep. Guess I made too much noise. (a nigga's got to eat)
-Going back and forth from my room to the garage to smoke...twice. The last time being 10:00pm. (this was a drastic cutback to my normal smoke routine)
-TV was up too loud since he was just in the next room. Normal volume that it is always on, but since he was closer, it was "entirely too loud". This coming from the man who is nearly deaf. I jump every time I turn a tv on that he has been watching b/c the volume is up so loud.
This coupled with my boss giving me shit b/c of my car this morning has led me to wonder, is it me? I know that sounds dumby, but really. Am I a big let down to everyone? I dont think that I am. Why do they feel the need to flex any semblance of power they might have at the moment I falter? I wonder if it feels good to kick someone while they are down. Hell, all I tried to say to my boss was "Thanks for bearing with me, man. The car will be fixed later today". Immediately after that I wrote over $2G's on the board. All he knew was that he could have his little meeting with us this morning. Actually, we could have had it yesterday if it werent for his outburst for god knows what.
Well the update on the car is as follows: It was indeed covered under warranty and I dropped it off this morning. It should be ready later today at no cost to me. I suppose you gotta take the good with the bad, eh? Roll with the punches. Fuck this. All I want right now is some beer and a comfy couch, far away from the people that stress me out the most. I think to avoid the stepfaget, I might see about going to have dinner with someone tonight. Perhaps my Aunt or my real Dad, eventhough he annoys the hell out of me as well. lol.
Well, I better get back to work. L8.