how far can we go
this month is changing everything. i can't think straight for very long anymore. i find myself falling into long daydreams that i eventually wake up from feeling alone. hm, i feel like everything right now is a dream. a well extended dream, that i will wake up from at any moment. i don't know. i'm so stupid sometimes. whats happened lately...
-key club convention
~that was fun, i enjoyed it, but it did have some rough parts. i'm not a very good boyfriend.
-SHARE night
~saw some future garland-ers: tui, kimbo, kevin..blahblah
-Boys and Girls Club
~i think they hate me there now
-brandon's poker night
~fun, played some pool, played some pingpong, played some poker, lost some of zyhad's money ;x
-Lao festival in Saginaw
~good food. not so good women. cold....so cold...
i am so lost in this life. i'm going to step back for a few days. do nothing. see what happens....
it may just be a mood
............i really miss her :(
-key club convention
~that was fun, i enjoyed it, but it did have some rough parts. i'm not a very good boyfriend.
-SHARE night
~saw some future garland-ers: tui, kimbo, kevin..blahblah
-Boys and Girls Club
~i think they hate me there now
-brandon's poker night
~fun, played some pool, played some pingpong, played some poker, lost some of zyhad's money ;x
-Lao festival in Saginaw
~good food. not so good women. cold....so cold...
i am so lost in this life. i'm going to step back for a few days. do nothing. see what happens....
it may just be a mood
............i really miss her :(