an honest to goodness update
first of all...there has been no resolution to the hightliter debate. I found all our arguments persuasive and so ended up using pen. mostly because bible paper is really thin, and i think highliter would bleed through 4 straight pages which may be confusing when i go to reference it. i'm pretty annoyed with myself for napping this afternoon. its only going to continue this vicious cycle of me being tired if i don't knock it off...i need to start walking after work instead of sleeping. i need to get a huge amount of reading done tonight...i think i'll work on Judaism first. that'll be fun. i'm actually all caught up in social psych for once...where we've been talking about WWIII and the war crimes of this current administration. whenever my mind tends towards this topics i try to make those thoughts go away but to have someone like this prof be talking about them is terrifying. it's so depressing that if i hadn't already made up my mind to not have kids i would be making that decision right now. being as my plan is to adopt kids other people have abandoned, i think thats okay. but to willingly bring children into this world is more than stupid, its dangerous. so when i went to work today i was all sullen and moppy thinking about the end of the world, which sejja says is only 100 years away, and i believe her the way things are going, but then terri called me and asked me what flavor gelato i wanted. hmm creamsicle. so that was pretty magical. and then this kid showed up in the office while she was eating lunch and he and terri ended up arguing for about an hour and a half. i think terri gave him a good talking to...i mostly listened, because for one thing, i wanted to hear terri's arguments but also, i hate arguments like that. i mean, i'll argue over what flavor of godiva we should get, but i hate having to explain to someone that they have no heart so what good would it do to argue? i don't know, i'm sure next year when i'm madame president i'll have to argue some shit. bah. but anyway then terri asked me to make these copies which i didn't know how to make so what should have taken me like 30 minutes took me more than a hour because copy machines can sort packets and staple them. who the fuck knew that? that was a bit humiliating. shit i just remembered i hava a paper to do for social psych. caught up my ass. okay, time to do that, and then emerse myself in Jewish literature. whoot.