Wednesday, December 12th, Early Hours
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I cant sleep.
I just dont understand why this was necessary. We could have stayed together. We could have been careful.
It makes me so... upset and angry at the same time. Maybe Kusano was right and Fumi saw this as an easy way to
That's stupid.
But I just hate this so much. I'm not used to it. Not seeing him is terrible. I completely and utterly ignored him in English class today. I felt such an urge to not go, but then Shige would have worried, and it would have been so obvious to Fumito.
I suppose I should start calling him Kawai-sensei now.
I just want to talk to him, kiss him, touch him.
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