May 13, 2005 10:45
Ok, well I went to Kalispell last weekend. There I saw both Dusty and Jared. It was really nice to see both of them. But I found a few skeletons in the closets. Turns out Dusty has a kid- that he doesn't claim. HE got her pregnet and left!!! WTF! And he had a girl there that "wasn't his girlfriend" but she seems to think it is serious- Oh my goodness my whole image of him came crashing down!!! IT WAS AWESOME... ok normally these types of things aren't awesome- but what better way to get over someone than to realize what a total fuckin loser they are!
I found out I still have feelings for Jared- but he lives in OK- I had plenty of time to sit and think about how nuts I was for likeing a guy in OKLAHOMA! Its not like it was before when we were traveling together. NOT GONNA HAPPEN! That and the girl he cheated on my with- Nicole... is psycho... she was following him around all weekend and everytime I talked to him she'd freak out- apparently that is a little more drama than I need
SO I was a good girl and let them go- out of my life... well Dusty I told to fuck off and never talk to me again... but same thing.
I also met a guy while in Kalispell- no big deal- a friend? Yeah we will go with a friend for right now- I promise I won't try anything any time soon- I am a good girl :)