I'm TIRED OF THIS!
It's desperate now...we have 7 days, no, not even that. 6 at most that we have to find someone to co-sign with us, someone to help us hire a Uhaul, or find some way to make up that $218 plus gas, which I'm guessing would be at least...300 in the end. PLUS- now the cat is sick. We can't afford vet bills, so we've no idea what it is...life really hates us right now.
All in all, I'm falling apart, the baby is screaming all the time because we're all stressed.
It also kinda angers me to see the people who are willing to throw money away on animals when my entire family is about to be homeless with winter right around the corner. I have an 8 month old who has very little to wear for winter, my husband and I don't care about ourselves right now, all we care about is that we find a roof over Gabriel's head.
To those who have donated time and money for this, thank you so much. You have no idea how much it means to us. We'll make it up to you somehow.
We still need help though. Yea, sure, I've been positive and upbeat for the last few entries. That can't last forever you know. I'm becoming very pissed off as the days tick down. For one, at his parents for kicking us out with winter just round the corner, after swearing up and down that they would do no such thing when they brought us out here. Two, at the fucking government, because they don't fucking expedite things when a baby's LIFE is on the fucking line. Three, at idiots who appear to believe that since I'm so upbeat and "positive" about the whole fucking thing, that there is NOTHING wrong.
Also, I'm sick of fucking humans period. WHY MUST LIFE KICK YOU WHEN YOU'RE DOWN? We have NOWHERE to go. I'm not leaving my son with them. So, what are we supposed to do? You tell me.
And no, I'm not going to lj-cut this so people can ignore me yet again. FUCK that.
I HATE what's going on here, I hate that the military fucked us over when it comes to time to plan for a civilian life. I hate his parents with a passion. They told us time and again how insulted they were when MIKE'S grandparents "offered" to take him for them. Yet they don't fucking think we'll be insulted???
I hate this shit.
My anger smolders under the surface until you push me too far one too many times. Then I explode. Those who've known me longest know this for a fact. Well, this time I'm pushing the fuck back.
I don't give a damn about my own life, but I place my son's wellbeing well over the wellbeing of animals. That's why the dog is going to a shelter and the cat is going to a friend. They're taken care of. NOW we need someone to fucking listen to us instead of turning a deaf ear to my pleas.
DO NOT BE AS BAD AS THE FUCKING BEAUROCRACY. Help someone out who needs it. If you need my paypal, I've given it time and again.
This time will be the last time, and this entry will be public, because right now, I could care less who reads my fucking rant.
PayPal: ladykowe@gmail.com
All in all, I'm falling apart, the baby is screaming all the time because we're all stressed.
It also kinda angers me to see the people who are willing to throw money away on animals when my entire family is about to be homeless with winter right around the corner. I have an 8 month old who has very little to wear for winter, my husband and I don't care about ourselves right now, all we care about is that we find a roof over Gabriel's head.
To those who have donated time and money for this, thank you so much. You have no idea how much it means to us. We'll make it up to you somehow.
We still need help though. Yea, sure, I've been positive and upbeat for the last few entries. That can't last forever you know. I'm becoming very pissed off as the days tick down. For one, at his parents for kicking us out with winter just round the corner, after swearing up and down that they would do no such thing when they brought us out here. Two, at the fucking government, because they don't fucking expedite things when a baby's LIFE is on the fucking line. Three, at idiots who appear to believe that since I'm so upbeat and "positive" about the whole fucking thing, that there is NOTHING wrong.
Also, I'm sick of fucking humans period. WHY MUST LIFE KICK YOU WHEN YOU'RE DOWN? We have NOWHERE to go. I'm not leaving my son with them. So, what are we supposed to do? You tell me.
And no, I'm not going to lj-cut this so people can ignore me yet again. FUCK that.
I HATE what's going on here, I hate that the military fucked us over when it comes to time to plan for a civilian life. I hate his parents with a passion. They told us time and again how insulted they were when MIKE'S grandparents "offered" to take him for them. Yet they don't fucking think we'll be insulted???
I hate this shit.
My anger smolders under the surface until you push me too far one too many times. Then I explode. Those who've known me longest know this for a fact. Well, this time I'm pushing the fuck back.
I don't give a damn about my own life, but I place my son's wellbeing well over the wellbeing of animals. That's why the dog is going to a shelter and the cat is going to a friend. They're taken care of. NOW we need someone to fucking listen to us instead of turning a deaf ear to my pleas.
DO NOT BE AS BAD AS THE FUCKING BEAUROCRACY. Help someone out who needs it. If you need my paypal, I've given it time and again.
This time will be the last time, and this entry will be public, because right now, I could care less who reads my fucking rant.
PayPal: ladykowe@gmail.com