Jul 19, 2011 01:08
Just once I would like a best friend who bf/hubby is not a jerk or what ever he is. For once have a friend who talks to there partner about how they feel and have each other care about how the other feels. To have a friend who loves life and meet each challenge it brings with there chin up and ready for bear.
Why do I have to stand in front of them with my fists up and fight all the real and imagined monsters. Sure glad my monster are not big cause I know my best friend would not be able to stand in front of me when I get in-golfed in my monster's shadow. So I beat back my own and theirs too. Cause I can not stand to see anyone in pain.
I love my best friend dearly but sometime I just want to run away too.