To have two feelings at the same time and have the war with each other.
It is date day weekend but he is not picking me up til tomorrow evening. So shorter date day weekend. But to make up for it we will be able to get together next weekend as well on our 7th year Anniversary. So I am bummed he is not picking me up right now and happy that I get to be with him on our Anniversary. Hmmm now what to do til then?