Jun 05, 2010 16:34
Life has sucked lately. A lot.
I'm dealing with a big family tragedy, a death of a beloved cousin, and the aftermath of the crash that killed him. Just getting out of bed seems like an effort sometimes. I just want this all to go away.
I want my cousin back.
I want everyone to be better. I just wish I could make this all go away.
But of course, I can't. We're all doing all we can to hold on... but for me that means giving up a lot of my time, and dissociating a lot of my favorite pastimes (video games, anime, sushi) with my cousin. It just hurts right now.
alw