Wisdom teeth = GONE!
I... can't remember the last time I wrote here. My lj has slowly become this sort of place where I rarely visit. This is happening a lot. A year ago you could follow my life by reading the BoL... today... you'd need records of chats, phonecalls, emails, to be able to understand what's going on.
I liked it better before, but I am terrified to writting some truths down. Because to me writting some things down in here or my BoL... means accepting that they are real.
I failed. I got rejected from all the US colleges I applied to. So I am re-applying this year, and hoping.
In the meantime I am going to start a three year 'career' here in an art institute, even though it is not recognized anywhere else. But practice is practice and I have to do what I can do.
I also have someone now. Yes, we're romantically involved even though the circumstances are terrible at the moment. But I don't care. I want to be with him more than I've wanted a lot of things in my life.
I got my wisdom pulled out! I got the nervous giggles this morning, then cried like a baby coming out of the anesthesia. Oh yeah. They put me under for the procedure! I was so thankful for that @_@ though I think I might have woken up half way through xD. The nurses were Curru, Mairana, and Chiguei (boy) and they were all great. I loved their names lol.
the day has been interesting... geeting weepy this morning has made me emotianally sensitive all day. The whole having stiches in my mouth thing is as awkward as it is amusing lol. The stiches are so cool. Too bad I can't touch them like I could with the hernia ones xD seeing as these are in my mouth and... infectable. Also the amount of effort I can do with my jaw is minimal, which renders me completely vulerable cuz my best method of defesense is biting. Meeeeeh. Guess no going out till then , ya? lol
Also since I have been knocked out of it most of the day mom has been pampering me :3 it's been great. She made me the soup I love and when I spilled apple juice she told me not to worry and picked it up. I feel so pampered ^w^.
And ice packs are my friends. My mouth starts to remotely hurt and then BAM! Ice pack it and it is gone lol xD so yeah. Getting the wise teeth taken out wasnt anywhere nearly as bad the world made me think (then again, mine where all straight which made my case really simple. Lucky me! And no swelling so far :3 My lip stayed asleep twice as long as my face which made it feel uber weird lol. I dunno. I'd rather have my parts awake o.o Sneezing and yawning hurts really bad though o.o
so yes. That is my life so far in a nutshell and my day in a long explanation lol.
I liked it better before, but I am terrified to writting some truths down. Because to me writting some things down in here or my BoL... means accepting that they are real.
I failed. I got rejected from all the US colleges I applied to. So I am re-applying this year, and hoping.
In the meantime I am going to start a three year 'career' here in an art institute, even though it is not recognized anywhere else. But practice is practice and I have to do what I can do.
I also have someone now. Yes, we're romantically involved even though the circumstances are terrible at the moment. But I don't care. I want to be with him more than I've wanted a lot of things in my life.
I got my wisdom pulled out! I got the nervous giggles this morning, then cried like a baby coming out of the anesthesia. Oh yeah. They put me under for the procedure! I was so thankful for that @_@ though I think I might have woken up half way through xD. The nurses were Curru, Mairana, and Chiguei (boy) and they were all great. I loved their names lol.
the day has been interesting... geeting weepy this morning has made me emotianally sensitive all day. The whole having stiches in my mouth thing is as awkward as it is amusing lol. The stiches are so cool. Too bad I can't touch them like I could with the hernia ones xD seeing as these are in my mouth and... infectable. Also the amount of effort I can do with my jaw is minimal, which renders me completely vulerable cuz my best method of defesense is biting. Meeeeeh. Guess no going out till then , ya? lol
Also since I have been knocked out of it most of the day mom has been pampering me :3 it's been great. She made me the soup I love and when I spilled apple juice she told me not to worry and picked it up. I feel so pampered ^w^.
And ice packs are my friends. My mouth starts to remotely hurt and then BAM! Ice pack it and it is gone lol xD so yeah. Getting the wise teeth taken out wasnt anywhere nearly as bad the world made me think (then again, mine where all straight which made my case really simple. Lucky me! And no swelling so far :3 My lip stayed asleep twice as long as my face which made it feel uber weird lol. I dunno. I'd rather have my parts awake o.o Sneezing and yawning hurts really bad though o.o
so yes. That is my life so far in a nutshell and my day in a long explanation lol.