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Jar said that he was going to be around all day and to just call him when he could come over. I called. He's with Matt. I asked him to be here by nine. He was noncommital. I'm irritated, but I'm not freaking out. Played frisbee with Dee and Bry (uncle, not friend) earlier, which was nice. I've been keeping myself occupied rather than stewing over the lack of Jarrad. Maybe there is life aside from him afterall. Vinnie invited me to a party, but I dont really feel like going. I'm dead tired, and I kind of just want to fall asleep in Jar's arms. Hopefully he'll come over. If not..oh well. I'll live.