the ups and downs : the beautiful and damned (2/2)

[douc]

the ups and downs : the beautiful and danned (2/2)
(snsd/dbsk - yoona/changmin) ≈6731wds; pg
weeks fly by and she’s scared (again) - yoona doesn’t know what she wants or what she feels or where she belongs (whom she belongs to) or if what she feels is real.

■ part 2 (part 1) of aoza's request (the conversation with you on twitter last night helped, a lot)

Comments

HOLY SHIT.

[aoza]

This is... I can't... I don't even have the words.

When I clicked on this link, I knew I would be getting a beautiful end to a wonderful start to this oneshot... but... I was not expecting this. I wasn't expecting to be completely floored and in love with how you wrote all of this down because I am - floored, I mean. Utterly and completely blown away by the intensity of the words written here. I am stickler for grammar and such, and even though I see mistakes here and there - it doesn't change the fact that this is a truly magnificent story. I think I would have fallen in love with this the same way even if I didn't ship Changmin and Yoona together all that much.

Yuri, this fic is... beautiful. There's no other way to say it. The harshness of the reality both Yoona and Changmin are facing in this is so realistic, I can totally picture going on in my head. You are the only one I know who gets this pairing the same way I do. You see them the way I see them, and when you combine that with words such as these - everything becomes so real. I am amazed; truly and deeply. I am so honored to be reading something as great as this.

I am moved to tears (very literally). This is an amazing gift, Yuri. Thank you so much. ♥

Re: HOLY SHIT.

[douc]

This idea of writing then in the most realistic way (in my way of seeing it) has been bothering me for quite some times and after going through such a tough time with everything in real life for the past few weeks, it effected how angsty this turns out a little. But basically I don't see Changmin & Yoona as a couple, in anyway cheerful. I think there is something that is heartbreaking about them which is one of the reasons that attracts me to them. You're also the only person I know that sees them the way I do - I see them as real, already there but not quite yet.

WOW....I am blown away by your response, to get such a thoughtful and flattering response from my favorite author is just...um...wow! No, thank you for getting me to write this and I am over the moon that you seem to love it so much.

Re: HOLY SHIT.

[aoza]

But basically I don't see Changmin & Yoona as a couple, in anyway cheerful.
If they were a couple... they wouldn't be cheerful at all. Probably mellow, happy at best. But hidden/secret, like everything should be between two idols in love.

Gosh, Yuri. You just get me, huh?

Re: HOLY SHIT.

[douc]

I think so too , I think they will love each other but it won't be the laugh and smile all the time kinda relationship. Just have moments alone together where they can talk or spend some time.

I think I really do and I'm glad someone gets me!

Re: HOLY SHIT.

[aoza]

I can imagine them sitting at a corner, side by side without speaking. They fingers just touching each other while all of their friends run around and laugh. They wouldn't be the type to be public in their affection for the other... they'd be the couple catching each other's eyes at opposite ends of the room, or standing behind each other without speaking and breathing each other in. A simple (but difficult) love.

/sighs

You've inspired me on my next oneshot.

Re: HOLY SHIT.

[douc]

I will be looking forward to your next oneshot, I know it will be amazing already :)