Ghosts Are Holograms. Upwards and Onwards.

May 08, 2008 23:12

I feel like the ones I’ve cared about in my life are turning to ash and blowing away.  Or they’re wispy Victorian ghosts or holograms from some future- when I want to touch them, my hands pass through them, leaving me with the sobering, silent sense of being alone in the Present.  Too many times I find myself questioning how real those images and impressions actually were.  My old self fades as well, the wind is howling, unrelenting- blowing away layers and years and futures of who I thought I was.  I don’t know the shape of the shell that will remain once the wind dies down, once the water stops cascading.   I don’t know if there will be anything there at all, really.

Damn it, Bird.  Come back.

identity, k, nostalgia, loss

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