May 22, 2005 02:26
Well, despite the fact that I should be either sleeping or beta/editing one of the *counts* 5 chapters that have come my way, or for that matter working on my long procrastinated third chapter that I abhor... here I am, writing to ...well.. the emptiness of cyberspace. I spent my lovely day working outdoors, weeding gardens... and sealing patios. Needless to say, my back, which was already sore, is now excruciatingly painful. I cannot stand. Period. There are muscles on my body refusing to cooperate with my will. The worst ones are in my lower back... just under the pelvic bone. When I try to stand, I get this lovely shooting pain that screams to me "sit your ass down and stay there or we will make this even more unpleasant for you!" The heating pad soothes my upper back, but that is one place that the pain never seems to want relief!
Anyways, I really really really want to finish my third chapter!! *cries* I've revamped, overhauled, rewritten, changed, edited, rearranged that stupid chapter sooo many freaking times! I have so much after that all planned out! Details, chapters already written... I'm so willing to give up! BUT I won't. Now that I've changed jobs, hopefully time will be more accomodating.