Three Different Directions:(
So things this week have been kind of different... I have six exams and only have one finished as on today... Tomorrow I have one and Thursday and Friday there are two... But I think I will do well... But Right now things are weird... I feel like I am being pulled in three different directions... I haven’t been feeling well because I think that I am stressed out... From studying and the asshole teacher telling me that I am failing because “I don’t proofread” according to her... I really should be studying right now too but I just can’t... I am way too excited for Christmas but I am worried about my exams and my driving test next Monday... Actually right now I could go for a good cry and I don’t understand why that is…
But anyways being pulled in three directions…
Ryan- I am still so in love with him… And whenever I talk to him I get all happy and excited… but that’s besides the point... I don’t know what to do about him. I talked to him today after my mom told me he called her house looking for me... and I asked him what he wanted and he said he didn’t know which bothered me but I think that I know what he was calling for.. To hang out cuz we haven’t seen each other in ages... But everyone keeps telling me to forget about him... which I am trying to do but it is really hard and I think that he might actually like me which is even harder..
David- Well I have told some people about him but I’m sure people wonder about him and how I met him... Well I met him three weeks ago through Jocelyne’s msn... He is really nice and I already know so much about him having talked to him everyday since we first started talking... But there is a difference between him and Ryan... He is soooo nice and he is way to sweet... So here it goes...
His name is David Ketler, he is 21, and he works in a restaurant washing dishes... Trying to figure out what he wants to do when he goes back to school. He went to Brock for Computer something... Don’t really remember... But he talks to me all the time and I think that I like him but I have to meet him first hopefully sometime this week.. When we go to the movies together :D I am so excited about that but soo nervous at the same time but you people all know that.. Well with Jocelyne too… But yes He talked to Jocelyn and told her that he likes me! Me? I am so excited about that but I really don’t know how to handle this… Do to the fact that I have never had a boyfriend.. So it kinda scares me.. But I do think that I like him.. He treats me so wonderfully which is great but I really want to meet him.. But I’m sure everyone is sick of hearing this so.. I am done I think…
And the third direction being by my family to do what they want me to do in school...
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all of you if I don’t talk to you before Christmas…!!
But anyways being pulled in three directions…
Ryan- I am still so in love with him… And whenever I talk to him I get all happy and excited… but that’s besides the point... I don’t know what to do about him. I talked to him today after my mom told me he called her house looking for me... and I asked him what he wanted and he said he didn’t know which bothered me but I think that I know what he was calling for.. To hang out cuz we haven’t seen each other in ages... But everyone keeps telling me to forget about him... which I am trying to do but it is really hard and I think that he might actually like me which is even harder..
David- Well I have told some people about him but I’m sure people wonder about him and how I met him... Well I met him three weeks ago through Jocelyne’s msn... He is really nice and I already know so much about him having talked to him everyday since we first started talking... But there is a difference between him and Ryan... He is soooo nice and he is way to sweet... So here it goes...
His name is David Ketler, he is 21, and he works in a restaurant washing dishes... Trying to figure out what he wants to do when he goes back to school. He went to Brock for Computer something... Don’t really remember... But he talks to me all the time and I think that I like him but I have to meet him first hopefully sometime this week.. When we go to the movies together :D I am so excited about that but soo nervous at the same time but you people all know that.. Well with Jocelyne too… But yes He talked to Jocelyn and told her that he likes me! Me? I am so excited about that but I really don’t know how to handle this… Do to the fact that I have never had a boyfriend.. So it kinda scares me.. But I do think that I like him.. He treats me so wonderfully which is great but I really want to meet him.. But I’m sure everyone is sick of hearing this so.. I am done I think…
And the third direction being by my family to do what they want me to do in school...
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all of you if I don’t talk to you before Christmas…!!