If Tomorrow Never Come's I Love You.....
well to day was going great up until break and 4th block! o.k. the good part of the day: jackyln picked me up and took me to school and we had "girl talk" lol about absolutly nothing lol! then me and kaylee talked all first block with some kid that sits next to her we pretty much laughed the entire block and tried to come up with a away for me and her to go to the mall 3rd block so then during second i get a note saying my doctors appointment is canclled so i like freak out b/c me and kaylee had just got everything set for us to be able to go the mall cuz she was just gonna go with me to the doctors but then i was getting my shit ready to go cuz the bell was gonna ring and i found a typed note from jacklyn in my book and it was sooo sweet!! hehe! i was surprised lol! i love her! so then after second kaylee got ashleys keys and we took her car to the mall and then she dropped me back off at school for 4th block and i dont know i started thinking and got really really mad lol and then mr urqhart pissed me off! but during 4th me and mr urqhart got in an argument so i put my head down and jacklyn and jessica r sitting on each side of me and bust out sing "tomorrow ill love ya tomorrow" lol that made me laugh lol! but then i was back to my bad mood and then i got home and i was upset about me and kyle not really getting into that but i was really upset and jacklyn was like the only person that understood but she was hanging out with dmitry so i didnt want to ask her to come over so we just talked about everything on the ohone for a lil bit then she calls me and tells me that me and her are going to do something e just have to figure out where we wanna go so dmitry stays at her house playing playstation and me and jacklyn went to bealls tried on some langire lol then walked over to subway ate and then walked to factory card outlet not exactly the greatest place to go when ur upsset about u and ur boyfriend but owell and we gott a whole bunch of candy and shit and then she dropped me off and me and kyle had a long talk and i donno whats going on really i guess were on a break but i think after we fix everything and what not things will be a lot better i mean it hurts so much to know im not with him right now but like kaylee said its better to be upset for a week or so and then in the end everything is going to be so much better so i guess i just have to wait and see.... but i really dont want to sit at home tomorrow night on my night off and me and kyles 14months knowing i cant be with him right now..... so if anyone wants to hang lemme know!!! and i have officaly relized i have completely lost all of my friends my friends consist of jacklyn mainly then kaylee and monica occasonialy i went to go call someone to talk to and no one could talk or felt like talking or anwsered their phone and then i relized the only person i know i can count on fully to be there when im upset is jacklyn pretty much i mean she talked to me all night when her and dmitry were hanging out had him talk to me so i could hear a guys point of veiw and took me out to get things off my mind and i couldnt even get anyone else to even listen but it made me relize i lost all my friends but thats mainly my fault b/c i just kinda stopped hanging out with everyone one day but i still love you all and i wanna hang out and get all my friends back lol! god i sound gay! but anyways...
Kyle- I want to be with you more than anything. Things just need to change inorder for us to really work out, and if that mean's us not being together for a little while that's fine becuase in the end it should all turn out for the better and our relasonship will end up being better in the end. Just know that no matter what happens I Love You more than anyone could ever imagine.
If tomorrow never comes
Will he know how much I loved him
Did I try in every way to show him every day
That he’s my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And he must face the world without me
Is the love I gave him in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
’cause I’ve lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much he means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there’s no second chance to tell him how I feel
(i had to change all the she and hers to he and hims lol shh! dont tell anyone)
Our 14 months is tomorrow....... : (