this boy is going to be the death of me.
why does he decide to come back NOW? Just as life gets better. I'm fucking happy. I've got almost everything i've ever wanted....except a relationship. well this douchebag suddenly decides that leaving me was the biggest mistake he's ever made. of course it was. if he would've come back to me a few months ago i wouldve been all for it. but I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! i'm going crazy. i've spent 2 days with him and i'm already hooked. if i wasn't hooked i wouldn't be stressing out this bad. it's too late to turn back now. i don't want any sympathy when i get hurt for the second time. i am a stupid fucking girl. he's going to have to earn my trust back big time. i just want to be friends right now. guys say these things to girls in movies all the time...but those are fucking movies! why am i falling for it AGAIN? "I need you to stay with me. I need you to help me." how do you say no to that?