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I don't know what to do now...I'm so...lost. Everyone says it's easy to find work here, even if you're in high school...well, I've had no such luck. So y'know what? I'm weighing my costs and benefits, and so far, my benefits for an action are outweighing my cost. So I'm taking it. No matter what anyone says, I'm going to do this. I don't care about how anyone views me anymore. I'm going, leaving, gone. There's nothing here for me, nothing. And as time goes on, mom finds more ways to make it impossible for me to go. So...I'm leaving. Tomorrow if I had my way, but I don't. I could...I'm not sure. I don't care if everyone else has a job, I don't. And I'm sick of people telling me it's my fault, I don't need that anymore. I've dogged on myself enough. I don't need your help telling me what I'm doing so wrong.
I'm going to get my GED and leave R/C...as fast as I can. I can't stand it here anymore, and I don't care what anyone else says about it. This town may work for some, it may be something some can handle for now. But I can't. Not anymore. I feel how I do because it's me, it's how I feel. So shove it if you don't feel the same way! I just want everyone to stop telling me what to do and how to feel. I'm me for a reason. I'm feeling this for a reason. And I need to leave for my own fucking reasons, so shut all of your fucking mouths and let me be me for once!
No one can stop me. And if you were friends, you wouldn't even try. This is for /me/, for /my/ life, for /my/ desires, and for /my/ happiness. Not yours! MINE!
I'm going to get my GED and leave R/C...as fast as I can. I can't stand it here anymore, and I don't care what anyone else says about it. This town may work for some, it may be something some can handle for now. But I can't. Not anymore. I feel how I do because it's me, it's how I feel. So shove it if you don't feel the same way! I just want everyone to stop telling me what to do and how to feel. I'm me for a reason. I'm feeling this for a reason. And I need to leave for my own fucking reasons, so shut all of your fucking mouths and let me be me for once!
No one can stop me. And if you were friends, you wouldn't even try. This is for /me/, for /my/ life, for /my/ desires, and for /my/ happiness. Not yours! MINE!