Nov 13, 2004 11:21
I had something long and profound to write..but some where between emailing Martha how much I love her...and talkin' with a friend about coffee flavored chocolate bars, I forgot...Just a few points I wish to make first:
-Being gay IS NOT a choice. Think about it, why would I chose to be hated by the majority of society? Why would I chose to be denied my right to marry in, what is it now, 11 states?
-I am proud of who am I, and though sometimes I teeter on teh edge of the depression hole, I can bring back my balance before it gets too bad. Most of the time...
-I AM moving away, even if it kills me! Which would defeat the purpose, but STILL!
-I'm looking as hard as a teen can look to find a job, and NO ONE looks like they're going to hire me, but I continue on!
-I love ALL my friends, including Katie! (Even though she doesn't think of herself as my friend, I'm still here for her if she calls in the middle of the night)
-Hate is a worthless emotion I try not to feel.
-And sometimes, I need to cry too, despite my ability to fight away the tears each time they well up in my eyes!
Will some one hold me whilst I cry the tears of a year?