Oct 03, 2004 22:31
I so had a surprise party thrown for me on Sat! lol! I was so oblivious! So many things pointed to the party! lol!!! Went shopping, found a freakin' awsome dress that I'm going to wear to Homecoming. ^_^ I dont' really feel like going into detail about the party, but I did relay a message from Ashley to Josh about their need to talk about it without even knowing it. Geez! lol, anyway..I'm going to go. Short post! late night! Want sleep!!
I feel as though I'm not here. That I've spent so much time trying to hide myself from others, I no longer have a person to hide. I'm here, floating away, watching through a pane of glass as a shell of who I used to be continues my life. And yet, at times, I'm more alive then life itself.