Your pants...its random!
**The Spell Check has malfunctioned! I AM SOOOO SORRY IF you read this :P*
First of all, i need to write more. Even though no one reads this, but this journal is out there, right? One of my fears for my limited viewership (real word?) is the constant grammatical and perhaps spelling errors. Grammar was drilled into me as being my worst qualities in writing during childhood. Now i am a grown adult, it still haunts me. Sigh...
I need to get out more...in the virtual world. If i'm going to sell my stuff and have a fallowing, i need to have a pressence, baby steps, thus writing MORE in what i already have, and MAYBE get a facebook account. Plus, writing more will make me need to do MORE stuff instead of reading articles all day. I need to chronologise my progression of getting out of student loan debt! Or making art in order to get out of student loan debt...that doesn't sound right. I want to make stuff, pretty much AND if it helps me get out of student loan debt WEEEE!.
Entry Topics
-Music while "creating"
-Reasons why some women are not married, according to Trisha McMillan
-Artist that stold me life...sorta
-Redemtiom
I have found while i'm "creating" i listen to Goldfrapp and Ladytron (A LOT). It started during my years in SCAD. Actually, it was a teacher who introduced the music to me. I should have listened to her more. She was a good enough teacher. Those years, everyone was starting to listen to Pandora and i was so resistant. I didn't want to join the bandwagon. Now i have the app, and it's located on my front page of my iphone. Goldfrapp and Ladytron styles of music i think is great for long hours of making art or constantly working. Some of the music is pulsating and electrifying that it makes it difficult to fall alseep. The point is...the music on Pandora pretty much have their music on loops SO it's the same music. I need something different. Good music though, i've found myself purchasing some tracks i've listened to on Pandora.
Tracy McMillan, some woman who wrote a book about understanding why women are not married...yet
1) Apparently women have a lot of pent up anger and defensivness. They bring baggage and men are turned off by baggage.
2) Casual Sex could get in the way of a potential long term relationship. I can get on board with this. Women need to get their gamebooks out and figure out what they want to do regarding casual sex. First off, casual sex means no strings attach, hense no serious relationship talk. If women still don't understand, then they need to look up the lyrics to my beloved band, My Darkest Day song, "Casual Sex." If there is a slight hint of emotional fire, then talk it out with the partner, and if he/she says no serious relationship, then get out of there. Don't be, "Oh, ok, that's cool, we can still fool around, no problem." Yes darling ditz, there will BE a problem because women are a big sack of EMOTIONS, and it'll get worst. Your bundt will be burnt! (Hehe get it...bundt...its a type of cake and its burnt.)
2) Don't be selfish. It takes two to tango...nudge nudge. Everybody needs a little somethin' somethin' emotionly or in the love chamber. 'Nough said.
How do i REALLY feel about this? Honestly, i don't know. I've been soooo non social, i've probably talked to a total of 20 people in the last three months, repeated. I can't give this a truthful answer. Number 2, from experience i've discovered from other women in the past, they make a HUGE mistake with getting attached to someone who has NO interets.
Oi! This woman, took my life! If i had a normal life, and worked really hard, this is who i would have become. She and i don't share the same art style, but the idea is the same, expect she is missing a comic book or two in her inventory. It's all good.
I met My Darkest Days. I was an idiot. They forgot that i was an idiot. I didn't. BUT i will redeem myself. I was doing a comic book based off their lyrics, i started to do the comic book, i scrapped the original comic book, BUT i will finish by the end of SUMMER! I might still keep the cover. Sigh...wishful thinking.
Well, this entry was rather random, but at least i got it off my chest.
Insanely Yours,
KK
PS: Let's hope Greece pulls through with the right decision for the country.