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Well life never ceases to be confusing and it never wants to just give anyone a break. I guess we should all just accept it and move on. I've been thinking a lot lately just about random stuff - summer, friends, etc. and I found a couple rolls of film in my room over break that I developed that turned out to be pics from prom, senior banquet, and graduation! THAT made me start thinking about how it has been a whole year since all of that. It kind of makes me sad...maybe not sad but nostalgic. I don't want to necessarily go back to that time cuz I feel like it was really good and now things are moving in the right direction...but I miss how much fun and freeing that time was. The whole last month of high school into graduation was one of the best periods of my life thus far. Everyone was so close and there was an air of excitement all the time. All of you who are seniors and are going through that now: cherish it becuase it only happens once.
I'm not complaining about how things are now. I love college and I love Providence. I can't imagine being anywhere else. I have made so many friends and I love all of you guys! I can't even believe how close we all have gotten in such a short period of time. You are all such great, genuine people.
It amazes me to know that some of these people will be in my life forever. It feels like there are two different worlds: Mansfield v. School and everytime we go home we switch back and forth. It never feels the same to go home anymore, in fact I usually refer to school as home. There is always some kind of weird transition period where for 3 or 4 days, I really do feel like a guest in my own house. I miss everyone from home but it seems that our relationships are not the same anymore and that we cant just start where we left off. Of course there are the exceptions to that, but that is how it is with most people.
I don't really know what that was about - just stuff that's been on my mind I guess. I just want everyone to know whether you are from PC or from Mansfield that I love you guys and I wouldn't be who I am without you!
I'm not complaining about how things are now. I love college and I love Providence. I can't imagine being anywhere else. I have made so many friends and I love all of you guys! I can't even believe how close we all have gotten in such a short period of time. You are all such great, genuine people.
It amazes me to know that some of these people will be in my life forever. It feels like there are two different worlds: Mansfield v. School and everytime we go home we switch back and forth. It never feels the same to go home anymore, in fact I usually refer to school as home. There is always some kind of weird transition period where for 3 or 4 days, I really do feel like a guest in my own house. I miss everyone from home but it seems that our relationships are not the same anymore and that we cant just start where we left off. Of course there are the exceptions to that, but that is how it is with most people.
I don't really know what that was about - just stuff that's been on my mind I guess. I just want everyone to know whether you are from PC or from Mansfield that I love you guys and I wouldn't be who I am without you!