is it bad...

[kouja]

... when the only words that can come to mind when thinking of two people you cared about is "eat shit and die"? even though a great deal of time has passed, these are the only thoughts that run through your head? yeah, it sucks. although, i suppose having to hear about "blissful happiness" would make anyone bitter.

god, this world isn't big enough. i may just run to the other side of it.