Weird Feeling.

[kouittenkoneko]

Hm, I was on the phone with Nell tonight, we hung up at like.. around 12:30am I think. So I then turned on my favorite show, and afterwards I gave Joey a call. He actually picked up. Holy Fucking shyt. Anyways.. for some reason as soon as he said "hello" my mood dropped into a depressed and semi-silent feeling. Why? I really dont know. I guess too much time to think does that to ya.. I was a little mean to him on the phone, which I shouldnt of been. He doesnt deserve that type of attitude from me. After I told him who it was, although he knew already, my next response was "Is it so fucking hard to call? You promised, and you never fucking did." He gave me his exscuse, and tried to ask me what was wrong, since he realized I wasnt my usual happy and retarted self. But.. I just avoided it. Whatever, and that was about all. I guess he didnt wanna talk to me when I was acting like that, so he said he was gonna go to bed, and told me he'd call me later (yeah.. ok) and hung up.. Oh well. What reason was there for me to act and feel all depressed outta no where? I really dont fucking know. Oh, incase yer wondering, I'm sure it doesnt have anything to do with Joey, so dont go saying its a dumb crush or nothing, cause, really.. I cant look at him other than a friend. It would be too awkward if I did. Well, I'm sitting in complete and utter fucking darkness, and its screwing with my mind. I dont like it. Hmph. I need someone to talk to.. A fucking hug would be nice. Yeah, that would be great. Anyways, I went to the cafe today wif my Nana, and there was a new girl working there. She kept on looking at me, and smiling, and coming over to start a conversation with me. So she couldnt of just been being nice, cause Im a customer, because it was only me, out of the whole damn cafe who she kept coming up to. I think she is abit curved, if ya know what I mean. She was cute though, haha. She has that "punk" look to her. (-Slaps self- I hate labels, sorry, but its the only word to describe her with.)I found out she was in her second SENIOR year in COLLEGE. She thought I was in College too, but she was wrong, Im still in Highschool. Her name is Heather, and she lives somewheres in Albany or some shyt like that. But she is in Oneonta for school and work. Well, she was really sweet, and I like her alot. Very nice girl. She said she'd be there alot now, so I guess I'll be seeing her around. Much luff to ya'all.

Quizie: Yes, I am a poet, actually.