Feb 09, 2006 00:44
went to the dermatologist today and he prescribed me the shit that made me moody over the break, so i'm basically gonna be an asshole to everyone for 2 weeks or so. i can only take cold showers too...it sucks having an allergic reaction.
i'm stuck in a weird situation with a certain someone who i've fallen hard for without realizing it until now. i shouldn't even be thinking about this girl...and before you assume things, its not Hagerman, just someone who i shouldn't be thinking about. its complicated ya know?
i'm getting kinda tired of everyone using our apartment as like a hotel or something. its like lloyd, cara, rachel and whitney are over here every fucking night and its getting kind of irritating...i mean, i love them to death, but i just want some peace, and whenever i go to my room, they accuse me of being anti-social. fuck that, i live here for cryin out loud and i'm sick of people being over here 24-7.
On top of the apartment, the doctor and this girl...i'm also kinda upset that my supposed best friend never has time to return my calls anymore. i miss talking to her. she's been my female guidance for so long and to just have her dissapear and act like i don't exist anymore sucks ass.
ok, i'm done being an ass...i'm goin to bed