Sep 11, 2009 13:29
Sorry for not talking much to you. And ------- did say thank you to you when she got the magazine. And she did care for you when your math failed. Just that she sensed you're not in a good mood so she didn't dare to talk to you or comfort you or even text you to say thank you again. The day after that she wanted to talk to you but you didn't talk to her much. So she doesn't dare to do anything. Then when she went online to find for solar cooker stuffs, she suddenly found out that you have a live journal. At first she was happy to find out that it was yours. But when she read it, she was crying and shaking for what you've wrote on the live journal. She didn't know you'll say that she's insensitive and not grateful... She was very upset that time. But now we all feel guilty for not talking to you and sort of made you feel depressed or sad. She said she feels sorry too. Cos no matter what happens, you will always be our best friend... And we do know you're going to santubong. -------- and i decided to go there and settle things out with you. We didn't wanna tell you how we feel cos the exam's getting nearer and pmr as well. We don't want to disturb your mood for it'll affect your studies for sure. And one thing's for sure. Our hearts hurt as well. Deep down we really do care for you. I just wanna let you know about this...
(Text from friend)
This is what i have to say
I'm sorry for all the harsh things i said before here. But it's the only place left i could've turned to. I didn't think i was wrong altogether, though what i did wasn't pleasant at all. I never knew that you'd even bother to read about me. I didn't mention your name at all, did i? That was the best that i could do. You said that you didn't dare talk to me when i recieved my math paper because i was in a bad mood. I was in a bad mood but i was asking for help at the time. I have feelings too. And very sensitive one... But you didn't bother to think about my feelings. Beside, this cold was of ours actually started way before didn't it. We're not seeing the problem to this friendship, yet. I want to make things better. I really do. But let's put this behind us for now and concentrate on priorities. Shall we?
To my friend(s), without harsh feelings.