ugh

[kottonkandie]

I AM SUCH A FUCKING MORON.... I decided that this weekend instead of spending it with Joshua we should take a break so i asked my sister if i could come over and told him to go to one of his friends house...it was supposed to help, i dont know make us miss each other or something, let us realize that we dont have to spend every minute together that we can have lives other then just the two of us... and i definately realize now that IM A MORON!!!! I hate this... i wish i was with him... I love my sisters and i love hanging out with them...but there just doesnt seem to be a point to anything without Josh... I love him s0o0o0o much its not funny and im NOT gonna do this again because its driving me crazy and its kinda sad and pathetic because its only two and a half days...but i miss him...he's my baby....I wuvvle him and muvvle him and muzzle him lots n lots... :-)

well im bored but i guess imma try n find something to eat more some other time
~Ray

I love Joshua Allan Fincham with my whole heart and more....