Long Time No Write

[kottenkandy7]

Ok I don't know even where to begin because it has been so long. Well I just state yesterday I guess. I didn't wake up till like two in the afternoon and just stayed home cause I still don't have a car....... due to my diligent parents who once again have failed me. Then I am not on probation with my work in murrieta because I was half an hour late... once again "mom". After that I saw my ex-boyfriend Mike and I began to miss him like I knew I would but I saw him anyways. Don't worry Tammy kept me under control. Then on the f@#$^ way back to my house I actually hit a damn hyena looking thing which Tammy called it a coyote but I called it ugly. I took it perfectly fine just hit the dog cause there was nothing I could do about it and yes it was dead thank god so I didn't have to deal with it. I finally got home then my mom wanted to talk for an hour and Tammy fell asleep. You should of heard the things she was saying in her sleep, it was soooo funny. I couldn't sleep, I can't anymore lately. For the last two day I forgot to eat and I don't ever do that cause I'm always eating, I think it's because of the stress though. OH AND I FORGOT TO MENTION ONE LITTLE DETAIL, LAST NIGHT TISON ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM OVER THE PHONE WITH A THREE CARAT RING IN HIS POCKET (for you that don't know of him he is a guy i was just dating, who happened to fall for me) See this shit always happens and then it sux. I told him no of course because I was only sixteen but I made him feel better, at least he pretended to be. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO,,,,, WHAT SHOULD I DO?

I've matured alot so don't take me for a fool........~Emily~