my first entry ever

[kotten_kandy22]

okay so we went on christmas break last thursday and since a few weeks before that i have just been having a rough time. It's weird because it is only one reason. Okay it all started when Brian ( my ex ) came back to town. My friend ashley came up to me in skewl and was tellin me about how he came back and how he got a new girl friend. My friend amanda was the one to tell me just who his new girl friend was! Now i dont like brian, actually i feel nothing for him but pure hate. The only reason i feel this way is because when i was going out with him i let him wear my real gold ring, how ever he was supposed to give it back at the end of the night and he didnt. we broke up just before he moved because i didnt want a long distance relationship. Not even knowing he still had my ring i refused to see him off when he left. so he went to ohio wearing my ring. he came back and started going out with this girl Jess ( i absolutley hate her but i could type on forever saying what i really feel about her!) That ass hole gave her my real gold ring. i never intened on brian keeping that thing let alone give it to a nasty, fat, gunky, greasy, dirty whore! So i was talking to ashley and she told me that brian gave it to her as a engagement ring! There are only two reasons why this pissed me off and the bigger one is that my ring was agift to me from my older sister. The second reason being is engagement rings do not have pot leaves on them! I asked every one to look at her finger next time they chilled and to see if she had on my ring they all said yes she did ( the only reason i didnt check myself was beacause i was grounded for ever)! so i was on the phone wit my friend jess ( not brians jess but my jess) and brians jess wanted to talk to me. jess put us on the phone and i calmy asked her if she had my ring and she said no i dont have it i lost it. that made me angry so i told her to find it and she adi she would try. so a couple of days later i see her at MacDonalds with brian and she had my fucking ring on! i calmly said to her " I thought you lost that?!?!" and she lazily replied "Oh i uh.. found it?" i knew she was lieing and i walked away before i got so pissed off i hit her. She walked over a couple of minutes later looking very sad. I asked for my ring and she said she didt have it brian had it. so i went over there and tried to get my ring but brian wouldnt give it to me. i snatched it out of his hands and returned to jess and my double cheese burger. Jess told us that her and brian got into a fight and broke up she looked at me lookin for sympathy she saw the expression on my face and found quickly out that i had nothing for her! Then she tried to smoke me up thinking it would make us all better! yea right! i am trying to execpt her as one of my friends again but lieing to me and stealing from me isnt making it easy.
Then a couple of weeks later some drunken ass hole hit my poor doggy goin 60 down my street(when the peed limit is 30 mph) and didnt even slow down or stop he just kept on going like he didnt even know he had just hit a 150lb member of my family. i was so upset because i knew we were going to have to put him down that i was ready to go out and find and kill the killer of my dog. Then a couple of days later school let out for ten days and since theni have been relaxing and not thinking of the anger that i have stored up over the past 9 months of my life.
But i think you have heard enough of my tragic thoughts for now HaPpY HoLidAyS
HI CHERI!!