The Voice I Left (10\?)

[kotaruchan]

 Title: The Voice I Left
Pairing: Pikame(slight Akame)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Summary:
Yamapi loves Kame but he doesn't show it because Kame loves Jin. One
day an accident happened that caused Kame to become blind. What will
happen when Kame mistakes Yamapi from Jin? Can Yamapi control his broken
heart?
Disclaimer: I only own the plot

|| Chapter One || || Chapter Two || || Chapter Three || || Chapter Four || || Chapter Five ||
|| Chapter Six || || Chapter Seven || || Chapter Eight || || Chapter Nine ||

New Chapter:

Positioned beneath the starry night and with the night’s cold wind, they were awkwardly standing there. Something is completely different now. The chaotic beats of their hearts were so obvious if you’ll just see them. Hands intertwined and their bodies were near.

The older guy seized the little hands sweetly making the other gasp in surprise and shyness.

‘Why does it have to be this uncomfortable?!’ a complaint was created by Yamapi inside his head then tilted his head carefully towards the other direction, not facing Kame.

When he looked at the other guy again, he was clutching cutely on the sleeves of his own jacket. By the way, the jacket was given by Yamapi earlier and it made the older blush as he remembered that. He wetted his lips because of nervousness. The little guy’s hand was soft but still cold.

Now, Yamapi looked at their intertwined hands, he gulped. His heart was trying to get out of him. He looked at Kame and also saw that the other was embarrassed and edgy. Lastly, he looked away.

‘Stupid..stupid..stupid…’ he was talking to his self mentally. What should he do in this moment? This is the first time he can’t properly think of something. He knows he MUST be good at this but it’s not working.

“Uh..” he started to breathe out.

Kame quickly putted his attention to him, expecting that the other one might say something that can break the silence. But Yamapi was not talking. Even a single tiny sound was not made.

“I’m sorry..” two voices announced in unison after a long time. Both of them were surprised.

“Why are you saying sorry?” a quick question was asked to Kame.

Kame looked down and bit his lower lip.

“I’m the reason why you and Jin fought.. You’re even best friends but because of me it’s ruined.” Kame’s hands were trembling and Yamapi could feel it clearly. When he felt a teardrop on his hand he quickly held the other on the face.

“D-don’t cry.. You’re not at fault..” he was wiping the tears away from that pale skin. He caressed his pink cheeks with his hands and griped Kame’s hand even tighter.

Kame just shook his head.

“No…. I’m sorry…I can’t explain it but I’m really sorry..” Kame said in between sobs. He can’t express that he thinks he’s just being a hindrance again. Why would Yamapi help him? What would he get from doing that?

Warm hands cupped his face upwards. Kame was startled with the sudden nearness of his face to the other one.

“I know you want to say something…” Yamapi whispered gently.

The other guy blinked at that statement.

“Please tell me what you’re thinking Kame..I can’t read it on those eyes..” he was looking softly at the sparkling eyes in front of him.

Kame breathed heavily. He needs to say this.

“Am I not an interruption to you? You know I’ve already done many problems.. I just can’t imagine you’re really willing to help me… Besides it’s not possible, right? You can leave me if you want..I just don’t want to force people..”Kame said in a descending tone.

Yamapi sighed and frowned. The uneasiness he had earlier was already gone.

“You still don’t understand it after all?” he chuckled sarcastically.

“You’re really a turtle..”

Kame pouted at those words.

“Why do you kiss a person?” a sudden question was made again by the taller guy as he placed his lips just a millimeter away from Kame.

Kame shivered because of the breath that was tickling him.

“B-b-because ….” Kame can’t continue the sentence he was trying to create. Yamapi just smirked.

“….he’s my  friend…” at last the younger guy said.

“Friend?” Yamapi frowned.

The other just nodded at him slowly, with pink cheeks. He’s going to burst any minute now.

“You kiss your friends like that? The way I kissed you?”

“I-I already kissed Koki, Tat-chan, Nakamaru, Junno..” he tried his best to explain everything although his voice was already wobbly.

“Kissed them? On the lips and that intense? Like what I did??” Yamapi started to tease the shaking Kame in front of him.

The shorter guy shook his head.

Yamapi bit his lips and made a satisfied smile. He held Kame’s face and moved it towards him. He likes watching Kame being tortured for a little.

Kame was trying his best not to think that Yamapi actually likes him. He’s afraid to believe that for now. He doesn’t know if it’s really the truth or not. Suddenly a pair of lips captured him.

It was kissing him intently but it gives him a gentle feeling. When their lips parted, Yamapi stared at Kame again.

“Now, tell me what does that kiss mean to you?”

Kame won’t answer that. He wouldn’t answer that.

“Oi answer that Kame..” the other mocked at him.

“I don’t know!” Kame shouted.

“Then why are you blushing again?”

“I’m not!!!”

“Here we go once more…”

Kame crossed his arms as he let go from the other’s hold.

“You’re in-love with me?” Yamapi asked jokingly. It was all a joke but he wished the other one could say yes.

“Never!” the younger guy sulked.

Yamapi’s knees started to weaken because of that. He knows that they were just both joking to each other but he was afraid it’s really true. Yamapi was just teasing him but how come he felt so injured by that confession?

Yamapi didn’t move that time. Kame was also not moving.

The tall guy gave out a deep sigh. He was still in front of Kame but he was not looking at him instead he was looking at the sky. Yamapi began to lean on the end of the terrace.

Like a lost kid who was not holding into something, Kame stood there. Guiltiness was running inside him.

‘Did I say something wrong?’ Mentally, he asked that to his self.

No one was talking. It was uncomfortable. Kame scowled at his self.

Yamapi was thinking. He also doesn’t know what to say, seems like he can’t do anything to please the other anymore.  He tried his best to explain but it’s not useful.

“Ah Kame..”

Not until he felt a warm hug. The modest hands were trying to wrap his body. Yamapi was stunned and just stood there.

“S-s-sorry….” Kame announced in a low voice and finally he let go.

“You know I can’t understand you either…” the older guy replied.

“But still no one can understand you the most..” Kame mocked like a child but the other just laughed again.

“See..you’re not taking my comments seriously.. how can I believe that you really like me?” Kame said unconsciously as he heard the teasing chuckle of the older guy.

Yamapi’s eyes enlarged. “So you already thought that I like you?” he understood and declared in front of Kame. He has now a big smile on his face. At last.

Kame shook his head many times while his face turned really red.

“Why didn’t you tell me that? You should’ve informed me so that it’s not that hard for me to make you recognize my feelings!” Yamapi was about to jump. He’s so happy.

Kame was as hot as hell. He was super embarrassed with that. His stupid mouth should’ve shut up.

Kame just kept shaking his head while sucking his lips.

Lastly, he felt the other one pecked on his lips, then another peck again, another again and another again. It’s like Yamapi was playing with his lips. Even though he can’t see it he knows that the other was smiling while putting his lips gently on him.

The feeling of the other one’s lips were eternal, he can kiss him a million times. It’s soft just like a girl.

Kame suddenly backed away but still Yamapi caught his lips again. Yamapi was smiling and grinning. It’s weird and unusual.

“I’m so happy…” he whispered.

Kame didn’t try to react to that. He’s even enjoying the other.

‘Did I already told him that I like him, too?! Why is he so happy?! Stupid.’ Kame thought inside his mind not telling it to the other.

“That’s enough for me now Kame.. Thank you…” the older guy lastly pecked at his lips again and wrapped him inside his arms, securing him properly.

“Let’s go inside now…” Kame announced and the other guy held his hand.

When they reached the room, Yamapi helped Kame to stay on the bed.

“I’m staying on the bed?” Kame asked irritably but still has a twist of innocence.

“Of course.. Do you want to stay outside?” Yamapi asked sarcastically while caressing the other’s hair.

“I’m okay with that..” Kame stood up from the comfy bed but to his disappointment hands pushed him towards it.

He guzzled when he felt the weight of the other person on top of him as he was lying down.

Yamapi gripped Kame’s hands as he placed the guy between his knees as he leaned nearer to him on the bed.

“Sleep well Kazuya…” Kame’s eyes widened.

‘KAZUYA?!’ he complained mentally.

Luckily Yamapi got up from the bed as he grabbed some pillows so that he can sleep outside.

Kame coughed intentionally. “You can sleep here..”

Yamapi was stopped by that command. ‘Is he serious?’

“No, I can’t..” edginess was obvious in Yamapi’s voice.

“W-why?”

“You’ll get raped if I stayed there..” Yamapi jokingly said but Kame jumped at that statement as he hid his face under the covers.

Yamapi chuckled. He just went out and left Kame there. He knows he still can’t sleep with Kame.

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The next day, Yamapi was wearing an apron and cooking breakfast again. It’s really hard doing it but everytime he thinks about the guy who was sleeping inside, it becomes so easy.

The time Yamapi already placed the breakfast on the table; he decided to wake up Kame. Suddenly, the doorbell rang.

When he checked it, he was surprised.

The person in front of him was also shocked with wide eyes. He started to look at the guy up and down.

“Why are you wearing an apron?” Ueda had his eyebrows raised.

“U-ueda..” Yamapi was alarmed that Ueda might know that Kame’s here.

Ueda just rolled his eyes as he stepped inside the apartment but unfortunately the other stopped him.

“What are you doing?” he asked as he swatted the hands of Yamapi away from him.

“You can’t go inside..”

“Why?”

“Because it’s messy…”

“I don’t care.”

“No..no.. it’s really forbidden..”

“I already know that Kame’s here Yamapi! You don’t need to worry anymore..” Yamapi halted there. Ueda knew it after all.

Ueda made his way inside and saw the breakfast perfectly set on the table. He smirked.

“I didn’t know..You know how to cook..” he announced sarcastically as he sat down on the sofa.

Yamapi rolled his eyes. He followed the other and also sat on the couch.

“Where’s Kame?”

“Sleeping..”

Ueda’s eyes widened.

“Don’t tell me.. You slept with him?!” Ueda shouted in fury.

“No! Of course not..” the other quickly defended his self.

“Thank God.. I don’t know what to do.. If my bestfriend would fall for a guy like you..” Ueda rolled his eyes again.

“You’re rude..”

“By the way, I came here because of this..” Ueda gave Yamapi the newspaper.

“You should know that Yamapi.. and it’s not good..” the guy added in a low voice.

Yamapi’s eyes widened in shock as he looked at the front page of the newspaper.

“This is…”his hands were quite trembling.

What happened this time? He looked at Ueda and the other just shook his head.

A/N: I'm here again!! :D